I'll be there for you through it all

Bob’s POV.

I did it, I knew Mikey was cutting I just knew it, I told him I found the blades, but I didn’t I didn’t even know he cut, but now I do, I wish he would stop I hate seeing my friends go through all this stuff, especially knowing I cant help them.

I needed to know to be honest but now I just wish I didn’t know, it hurts me so bad, he just ran off about ten minutes ago, I am going to give him some time to think, then I will call him and sit him down to talk to him properly without interruption.

I decided to get a cup of warm coffee, so walked down to the nearest star bucks, but upon seeing Mikey sat in there I decided to go to Wal-Mart and get a bit of shopping instead.

Walking in a few people stared, obviously knowing who I am, but luckily no-one came up to me and asked for a photograph or autograph, I usually love talking to fans but today I’m just not in the mood.
Frank’s POV.

Oh My God…
There is so much noise in the bus recently, I can’t do anything without people shouting in another room, I don’t know what’s going on and I wish people would update me and Ray on what is happening because we are both in the dark about everything.

I have some sort of idea, after I heard Mikey shouting at Bob saying that Bob didn’t understand anything that Mikey was going through or something.

Sometimes I get so stressed and tedious that I wish the band could stop touring for a while, this band is my life, and without it I would just go back to being the little childish kid that can’t get job and is gay.

Yup that’s right you heard me, I Frank Anthony Iero is gay.

No-one knows but Mikey, Mikey is my best friend since high school, 8th grade to be precise.

I am going to go find Bob and Mikey in a minute, they both walked out, I’d say about half an hour ago now, plus I need some skittles from the nearest Wal-mart.

Gerard’s POV

Oh fucking shitting bollocks, Mikey heard Bert, he heard him ask me if I wanted any more coke and me shout back that id be there in a minute.
I didn’t want anyone but Bob to know. Fuck I didn’t even want Bob to know to be honest, but I guess I cant change the past, I wish I could though, Mikey will never forgive me, he will hate me forever for lying to him, and I just can’t go back to him now.

I will have to stay here forever, or just kill myself or some shit. I already feel like doing it, I’m so depressed and in debt and hated by all my best friends, I bet Mikey has told the others.

Mikey and the band are all I have left in this world since Grammy died, my mum and dad disowned me once they found out I was gay, and my grandpa died when I was 2, I haven’t seen the rest of my family for years.

If I don’t have them I don’t have anybody, and I can’t get through this life and this world without them.

Walking upstairs of Bert’s apartment building I went onto the roof and sat staring at the sun. I know its not very good for my eyes but its pretty, one of the few things in the world that makes me happy.