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Paint My Skies Black, I Never Wanna See The Sun Again
Would You Believe Me If I Said I Didn't Need You?
I tossed and turned all night long. I tried flipping my pillow over to rest my head on the cool side; I tried sleeping on my side, back, and stomach. I even tried counting sheep.
No such luck.
I couldn’t get what Alex said out of my head.
I sighed grabbed my stuffed fish and decided to go to the kitchen and get some cookies and milk. That always made me feel better. I shuffled down the stairs quietly put my fish on the counter and went to the fridge, pulled out the milk, grabbed the cookies, and sat down at the counter.
I looked outside at the moon. It had occurred to me that I hadn’t taken pictures in a long time. It was very out of character, but so was everything that had happened in the past few days. Wow – to think how much their stay has affected me. And not for worse.
Well, not completely.
I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. My head snapped up. At the bottom of the staircase stood Alex – clad in his boxers and a worn, old t-shirt.
“Oh, I’m sorry. I – uh, I should go back upstairs” he turned to march back up the stairs when I stopped him.
“Stay.” I said so softly I was unsure he’d even hear it.
He heard, halted, and faced me. He took a hesitant step towards me. I gave him a tiny smile which reassured him enough to take a seat across from me.
“I’m so sorry, Sunny.” he said again.
I didn’t answer immediately. I took time to pull together what I wanted to say, “I’m not saying I forgive you, Alex, but I will talk to you again. I can’t not talk to you. For some reason, it’s almost physically impossible for me not to.” I chuckled at the sound of my explanation.
“I understand.” He replied.
“But what I want to know is – why? You said that the answer would be almost as bad as any excuse, but still, I’d like to know.”
This time, it was he who took a moment before answering, “This might sound stupid, but...I was upset that you didn’t want me; that you were unattracted to me. And I know I might sound like a conceited ego maniac by saying this but – that’s never happened before! And then I came up with a seemingly ‘brilliant’ and ‘foolproof’ plan to make you jealous.”
He stated, even making the air-quotes around the words brilliant and foolproof.
“I guess it was foolproof. Not Alex-proof, or idiot-proof, or ass-proof. And I don’t think you need me to explain what the plan was...” he trailed off, leaving the last thought to finish itself.
“So, you were trying to make me jealous?” I asked, looking for clarification.
“If you can believe that.” He replied impishly.
Silence filled the room.
“I named the fish.” I said, a smile lilting my voice.
“Oh really? What’s its name?”
“His name is Alex.” I said, giving him a smirk of my own.
“Alex?” he shot back, confused.
“Mhm.”
“May I ask why perhaps?”
“So that when I’m mad at you, I can punch him, when I want to hug you – if that was ever the case – then, I could hug fishy Alex, if I needed someone to comfort me when I was down, then Fishy Alex to the rescue! I guess you could call him an alternate.”
“Ah, I see. But no one could ever really replace me.” He teased, but seriousness underlying the tease.
“No, no one could.” I replied.
“I’m sorry for messing things up. I guess this whole ‘actually having feelings’ thing is new to me” he said, reverting our conversation back. I briefly considered telling him how I felt.
Maybe now was not the time.
Would there ever be a time?
No such luck.
I couldn’t get what Alex said out of my head.
I sighed grabbed my stuffed fish and decided to go to the kitchen and get some cookies and milk. That always made me feel better. I shuffled down the stairs quietly put my fish on the counter and went to the fridge, pulled out the milk, grabbed the cookies, and sat down at the counter.
I looked outside at the moon. It had occurred to me that I hadn’t taken pictures in a long time. It was very out of character, but so was everything that had happened in the past few days. Wow – to think how much their stay has affected me. And not for worse.
Well, not completely.
I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. My head snapped up. At the bottom of the staircase stood Alex – clad in his boxers and a worn, old t-shirt.
“Oh, I’m sorry. I – uh, I should go back upstairs” he turned to march back up the stairs when I stopped him.
“Stay.” I said so softly I was unsure he’d even hear it.
He heard, halted, and faced me. He took a hesitant step towards me. I gave him a tiny smile which reassured him enough to take a seat across from me.
“I’m so sorry, Sunny.” he said again.
I didn’t answer immediately. I took time to pull together what I wanted to say, “I’m not saying I forgive you, Alex, but I will talk to you again. I can’t not talk to you. For some reason, it’s almost physically impossible for me not to.” I chuckled at the sound of my explanation.
“I understand.” He replied.
“But what I want to know is – why? You said that the answer would be almost as bad as any excuse, but still, I’d like to know.”
This time, it was he who took a moment before answering, “This might sound stupid, but...I was upset that you didn’t want me; that you were unattracted to me. And I know I might sound like a conceited ego maniac by saying this but – that’s never happened before! And then I came up with a seemingly ‘brilliant’ and ‘foolproof’ plan to make you jealous.”
He stated, even making the air-quotes around the words brilliant and foolproof.
“I guess it was foolproof. Not Alex-proof, or idiot-proof, or ass-proof. And I don’t think you need me to explain what the plan was...” he trailed off, leaving the last thought to finish itself.
“So, you were trying to make me jealous?” I asked, looking for clarification.
“If you can believe that.” He replied impishly.
Silence filled the room.
“I named the fish.” I said, a smile lilting my voice.
“Oh really? What’s its name?”
“His name is Alex.” I said, giving him a smirk of my own.
“Alex?” he shot back, confused.
“Mhm.”
“May I ask why perhaps?”
“So that when I’m mad at you, I can punch him, when I want to hug you – if that was ever the case – then, I could hug fishy Alex, if I needed someone to comfort me when I was down, then Fishy Alex to the rescue! I guess you could call him an alternate.”
“Ah, I see. But no one could ever really replace me.” He teased, but seriousness underlying the tease.
“No, no one could.” I replied.
“I’m sorry for messing things up. I guess this whole ‘actually having feelings’ thing is new to me” he said, reverting our conversation back. I briefly considered telling him how I felt.
Maybe now was not the time.
Would there ever be a time?
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Okay, update numero dos for tonight.This chapter is dedicated to HollyWouldYaTurnMeOn for commenting a lot on my last update!
She is awesome. You should all try to be like her - especially in commenting :D
Questions for the chapter: Should Sunday tell Alex? And What do you think of the name for the fish? And the reason?