I'm Melting In Your Eyes
Mixed Feelings
The next morning was weird I woke up to Frankie holding onto me and I remembered my dad was here. I moved and got dressed and when I walked back out of my closet Frankie was up
“Hey babe” he said
“Hey” I said walking over to him and kissing him “Thanks for staying the night” I continued
“Yea no problem I’ll do anything for my girl” he said kissing me
“Um I have something to ask you”
“Ok what”
“Your gonna have to crawl back out the window but walk to the front door and pretend you wanted to walk to school with me.”
“Ok I can do that” he said getting up and getting dressed I watched him change. He glanced at me and said “So do you like what you see”
“Oh I do I love what I see” I said staring at him
Finally he left and moments later I heard the door bell I opened my door grabbed my book bag and ran out of my room. I heard right before I got down stairs
“Oh hello Frank what are you doing here” my dad said
“Oh I thought I would walk Nat to school”
“That’s so nice of you.” My dad said
“Thank you”
“Frank I have to ask you a question”
“Ok go ahead”
“Do you like my daughter”
“Um… I.. yea I do” Frank said I knew he didn’t want to tell my dad I walked down the stairs and pretended to be shocked to see Frank I screamed his name and ran to him and gave him a kiss.
“ Natasha you shouldn’t do that to someone who’s not you boyfriend” my dad said
“Oh dad you didn’t hear. Me and Frank are going out he asked me out this morning when he wanted to see if I would walk with him to school.” I said thinking of something to say
“Is that true Frank” my dad said
“ Yes I didn’t want to tell you yet cause I … I was actually afraid to tell you” Frank said playing along
“Why would you be afraid of me I’m glad your going out with my daughter and with how she was talking about you last night I knew she liked you a lot” my dad said and I blushed even though Frank was there last night to hear it.
“Ok its time to go and you know what Frank I’ll drive us to school” I said grabbing my keys
“Ok bye Mr. Spark” Frank said and we left I waited till we got in the car to say something.
“Omg Frank that was great acting skills”
“Thank you your not bad yourself” he said giving me a kiss on the cheek
“Ok you ready for our presentation” Frank asked
“Nope but its due today so we have to get it over with”
The day went by pretty fast and me and Frankie got a B on our science project. And I went with Frankie over to Mikey and Gerard’s house. They didn’t know about me and Frankie so when we went there Mikey ran towards me and went to kiss me but I pushed him away and said
“ I have a boyfriend now so I cant kiss you anymore”
“What? When? Who?” Mikey and Gerard said
“I have a boyfriend that’s what and last night is when and Frankie Iero is who” I said all confident and Frank gave me a kiss to show how proud he was of me.
“Whoa didn’t expect that” Gerard said
“Why not” I asked
“I thought you liked Mikey. You know because of that make out scene right here” Gerard said
“Yea I like Mikey but no offenses he’s to shy and didn’t ask me out first. Frank asked me out when he came over last night”
“Yea I got to crawl through her window. it was fun” Frank said
“So were your parents home” Mikey asked
“Yea that’s why he came through the window.”
“Oh” Mikey said
“Ok lets play some video games” Gerard said
“Ok” we all said and we walked to the living room and Frank put his arm around my waist. I couldn’t help but look at Mikey he was so sad. And that made me sad. I never wanted to hurt him he was so nice. Finally after awhile of video games Frank wanted to go home I didn’t so I stayed and hung out with Mikey and Gerard. Frank went home and I told him I would call him when I got home. Me and Mikey and Gerard watched TV. I started falling asleep. I remember Gerard getting up and saying I should stay the night cause it was to late to walk home. So I called Frank but he was already asleep so I left a message saying I was still at Mikey and Gerard’s house and I’m not going home tonight cause there to tired to drive and its to late for me to walk home.
“Is it ok if I stay” I asked sleepily
“Yea its no problem you can sleep on the couch if you want” Mikey said
Since Gerard was already gone and it was me and Mikey I knew it was ok for me to ask what I did.
“Cant I sleep with you”
“But what about Frank”
“I just want to feel safe cause hello the couch is right by the door I’ll be the first to die if someone comes in to kill you guys” I said laughing
“Oh okay”
“Mikey….” I started
“What”
“I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you” I said and I didn’t even notice I had shed a tear until Mikey wiped it away.
“You didn’t hurt me”
“I saw the look on your face when you found out about me and Frank” I said
“Oh you did well um.. that was mixed feelings……it had to do with you a bit but a lot about other things” he said I knew better but what ever.
“Ok I’m tired lets go to bed” I said standing up
“Ok” he said
Right when we got upstairs my phone rang it was Frank
“Hello” I said
“Babe are you ok”
“Yea I’m fine just really tired” I said yawning
“Ok well I’ll pick you up tomorrow ok just call me when u get up ok”
“Ok”
“Love you”
“Love you to” I said
We hung up and I crawled next to mikey his back was to me. I know something is wrong but I don’t know what exactly is wrong
“Mikey” I whispered
“Yea”
“What’s wrong, you can tell me anything” I said
“Do you really want to know”
“Yea I do”
“Ok” he said turning around to face me
“I was gonna ask you out tonight. But once I found out about you and Frank it broke my heart. I started to love you and we weren’t even together. I still have feelings for you and I hope they go away soon cause I know how you feel about Frank and I think you’ll be together for a long time” Mikey said
“Are you serous you were gonna ask me out. Mikey…. I think I still have feelings for you cause it broke my heart the way you were once you found out and I didn’t want you to get hurt. And you also don’t know if me and Frank will be together for a long time or not.” I said
“So we both like each other but your taken” Mikey said
“Yea which kinda sucks now cause I’m in your bed and I’m feeling …. Never mind” I said
“Feeling what” he asked
“An urge”
“An urge of what”
“This” I said and I kissed him. I couldn’t stop and soon that kissing became more passionate and it led to other things and before I knew it me and Mikey lost our virginity. I felt like shit after that cause I remembered that me and Frank were still virgins and he was gonna take my virginity but Mikey took it. I felt like a whore. Me and Mikey cuddled until I fell asleep I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing or so I thought……
“Hey babe” he said
“Hey” I said walking over to him and kissing him “Thanks for staying the night” I continued
“Yea no problem I’ll do anything for my girl” he said kissing me
“Um I have something to ask you”
“Ok what”
“Your gonna have to crawl back out the window but walk to the front door and pretend you wanted to walk to school with me.”
“Ok I can do that” he said getting up and getting dressed I watched him change. He glanced at me and said “So do you like what you see”
“Oh I do I love what I see” I said staring at him
Finally he left and moments later I heard the door bell I opened my door grabbed my book bag and ran out of my room. I heard right before I got down stairs
“Oh hello Frank what are you doing here” my dad said
“Oh I thought I would walk Nat to school”
“That’s so nice of you.” My dad said
“Thank you”
“Frank I have to ask you a question”
“Ok go ahead”
“Do you like my daughter”
“Um… I.. yea I do” Frank said I knew he didn’t want to tell my dad I walked down the stairs and pretended to be shocked to see Frank I screamed his name and ran to him and gave him a kiss.
“ Natasha you shouldn’t do that to someone who’s not you boyfriend” my dad said
“Oh dad you didn’t hear. Me and Frank are going out he asked me out this morning when he wanted to see if I would walk with him to school.” I said thinking of something to say
“Is that true Frank” my dad said
“ Yes I didn’t want to tell you yet cause I … I was actually afraid to tell you” Frank said playing along
“Why would you be afraid of me I’m glad your going out with my daughter and with how she was talking about you last night I knew she liked you a lot” my dad said and I blushed even though Frank was there last night to hear it.
“Ok its time to go and you know what Frank I’ll drive us to school” I said grabbing my keys
“Ok bye Mr. Spark” Frank said and we left I waited till we got in the car to say something.
“Omg Frank that was great acting skills”
“Thank you your not bad yourself” he said giving me a kiss on the cheek
“Ok you ready for our presentation” Frank asked
“Nope but its due today so we have to get it over with”
The day went by pretty fast and me and Frankie got a B on our science project. And I went with Frankie over to Mikey and Gerard’s house. They didn’t know about me and Frankie so when we went there Mikey ran towards me and went to kiss me but I pushed him away and said
“ I have a boyfriend now so I cant kiss you anymore”
“What? When? Who?” Mikey and Gerard said
“I have a boyfriend that’s what and last night is when and Frankie Iero is who” I said all confident and Frank gave me a kiss to show how proud he was of me.
“Whoa didn’t expect that” Gerard said
“Why not” I asked
“I thought you liked Mikey. You know because of that make out scene right here” Gerard said
“Yea I like Mikey but no offenses he’s to shy and didn’t ask me out first. Frank asked me out when he came over last night”
“Yea I got to crawl through her window. it was fun” Frank said
“So were your parents home” Mikey asked
“Yea that’s why he came through the window.”
“Oh” Mikey said
“Ok lets play some video games” Gerard said
“Ok” we all said and we walked to the living room and Frank put his arm around my waist. I couldn’t help but look at Mikey he was so sad. And that made me sad. I never wanted to hurt him he was so nice. Finally after awhile of video games Frank wanted to go home I didn’t so I stayed and hung out with Mikey and Gerard. Frank went home and I told him I would call him when I got home. Me and Mikey and Gerard watched TV. I started falling asleep. I remember Gerard getting up and saying I should stay the night cause it was to late to walk home. So I called Frank but he was already asleep so I left a message saying I was still at Mikey and Gerard’s house and I’m not going home tonight cause there to tired to drive and its to late for me to walk home.
“Is it ok if I stay” I asked sleepily
“Yea its no problem you can sleep on the couch if you want” Mikey said
Since Gerard was already gone and it was me and Mikey I knew it was ok for me to ask what I did.
“Cant I sleep with you”
“But what about Frank”
“I just want to feel safe cause hello the couch is right by the door I’ll be the first to die if someone comes in to kill you guys” I said laughing
“Oh okay”
“Mikey….” I started
“What”
“I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you” I said and I didn’t even notice I had shed a tear until Mikey wiped it away.
“You didn’t hurt me”
“I saw the look on your face when you found out about me and Frank” I said
“Oh you did well um.. that was mixed feelings……it had to do with you a bit but a lot about other things” he said I knew better but what ever.
“Ok I’m tired lets go to bed” I said standing up
“Ok” he said
Right when we got upstairs my phone rang it was Frank
“Hello” I said
“Babe are you ok”
“Yea I’m fine just really tired” I said yawning
“Ok well I’ll pick you up tomorrow ok just call me when u get up ok”
“Ok”
“Love you”
“Love you to” I said
We hung up and I crawled next to mikey his back was to me. I know something is wrong but I don’t know what exactly is wrong
“Mikey” I whispered
“Yea”
“What’s wrong, you can tell me anything” I said
“Do you really want to know”
“Yea I do”
“Ok” he said turning around to face me
“I was gonna ask you out tonight. But once I found out about you and Frank it broke my heart. I started to love you and we weren’t even together. I still have feelings for you and I hope they go away soon cause I know how you feel about Frank and I think you’ll be together for a long time” Mikey said
“Are you serous you were gonna ask me out. Mikey…. I think I still have feelings for you cause it broke my heart the way you were once you found out and I didn’t want you to get hurt. And you also don’t know if me and Frank will be together for a long time or not.” I said
“So we both like each other but your taken” Mikey said
“Yea which kinda sucks now cause I’m in your bed and I’m feeling …. Never mind” I said
“Feeling what” he asked
“An urge”
“An urge of what”
“This” I said and I kissed him. I couldn’t stop and soon that kissing became more passionate and it led to other things and before I knew it me and Mikey lost our virginity. I felt like shit after that cause I remembered that me and Frank were still virgins and he was gonna take my virginity but Mikey took it. I felt like a whore. Me and Mikey cuddled until I fell asleep I woke up the next morning to my phone ringing or so I thought……