I'm Melting In Your Eyes
Dad's Gone.
I grabbed the phone that was ringing and answered it
“Hello”
“Hey Mikey so did you get that girl your always talking about”
I played along and pretended to be Mikey
“No Frank asked her before I could”
“I’ll hurt him so you can have her”
“No that’s not necessary” I said
“Really why”
“Yes really cause we talked last night and I think I’m ok with it” I said
“What ever I still hate Frank so I’m gonna do something to him” he said
“I swear to god if you or any of your friends touch him your gonna wish you were never born oh and by the way this is the girl Mikey didn’t get and Frank’s going out with so you better hope I don’t find out who the hell you are” I said and hung up the phone and Mikey walked in
“Who was that”
“I don’t know some one that’s your friend that wants to hurt Frank” I said
“Shit” he said
“I yelled at him and told him he was talking to the girl that Mikey didn’t get and is now going out with Frank” I said
“Yea he hates Frank for some reason” Mikey said
“Shit I got to call him” I said and I called him no answer so I left a message
“Hey babe its me I was calling you cause you told me to I’m gonna go home soon so I’ll talk to ya later. Love ya”
I realized I still have major feelings for Mikey and Frank. I’m in trouble cause I’ve only been going out with Frank for 1 day and I already cheated on him. I hate myself.
Since Mikey was fully dressed and I wasn’t I grabbed my clothes and put on my bra and shirt and I was putting on my underwear when there was a knock at the door.. Mikey answered it. I was still in my under wear and Frank walked in.
“What the hell did you guys do last night” he asked looking at me like I was a whore
“Nothing” I said
“Then why are you in your shirt and underwear” he asked
“Cause I let her borrow some of my boxers to sleep in and she was changing back into her pants” Mikey said
“Is that true” Frank said looking at me
“Yep” I said
“Then why are you in here Mikey” he asked
“Cause I started changing before he got out” I said
“Oh” he said and he came to me and gave me a kiss and said “Good morning by the way”
“Morning” I said
Frank turned around and I looked at Mikey and he had a hurt look on his face I mouth I’m sorry to him and walked out. I jumped on Frank before he got to the stairs and he gave me a piggy back ride and we went to the living room and sat there with Gerard.
“I want to go home” I said to Frank
“Ok hey Gee were gonna go I’ll talk to ya later tonight” Frank said
“Ok bye”
“Can you tell Mikey bye for me” I said
“Yea I will” Gerard said and me and Frank left. We went to my house and no one was there so we went to my room and I thought maybe if I messed around with Frankie I wouldn’t feel like I cheated on him anymore. So we messed around and well before I could stop we had sex. He was good he seemed like he was more experience than Mikey. Well ok Mikey’s first time was last night but Frank said he only had sex once and he didn’t even cum or stay in. From how he was I think he was lying to me. I didn’t care all I wanted at this point was Mikey. That’s all I was thinking about. I had to tell Frankie.
“Um Frank” I said after we both could breath
“Yea”
“Um I…..I… and Mikey…….and …….I’m sorry” I said
“What you and Mikey what and why are you sorry” he asked
“Me and Mikey…..last night….. we …” I couldn’t tell him cause I know what would happen we’d break up and he’d expect me to go to Mikey and I would. Or he would beat the crap out of Mikey “we kissed last night” I only said what started cause it would hurt him so much to know he didn’t take my virginity. “I’m sorry” I said and I started crying
“Nat baby its ok as long as you guys didn’t have sex I’m fine with that”
“You are” he just had to say that it made this even worse
“Yea and I know you wouldn’t have sex with Mikey cause he’s a virgin and you are… were a virgin” he said I think he was proud to take my virginity so I let him think that’s all we did.
We laid there in my bed naked just quietly. I was still thinking. I heard my front door opened and I ran to my bedroom door and quickly shut it.
“Get dressed now” I said and I was dressed in like a second and so was Frank I quickly turned on the TV and laid on my bed like I was watching TV the whole time and Frank did the same. My mom walked in.
“Nat your dad left. He says he loves you and if you need to talk call him” she said
“Ok thanks mom” I said
“What were you two doing” she asked
“Nothing why” I said
“Well why is you bed a mess” she asked
“Oh I was jumping on it and I finally calmed down and we started watching TV” I said
“Ok and why is your hair a mess” she said
“Um… before I started jumping on the bed me and Frank were having a pillow fight. I won” I said
“Oh. Frank can I talk to you” she said
“Um yea” he said and looked at me like help me
“Mom whatever you say to him you can say in front of me” I said
“No this is private” she said and Frank walked out of the room first and my mom followed. I heard the front door open and shut. And then my mom came up and ran at me.
“You slut I know what you were doing don’t you ever lie to me” she said and hit me
“Mom I fucking hate you what do you think me and frank did” I screamed
“You had sex. I know that’s what you did cause again that’s all guys think about” she screamed and hit me again
“Well Frank doesn’t think about sex we talk like real human beings unlike some people” I screamed
“Don’t you dare bring us into this” she said and hit me again this time I pushed her and she kicked me. I was sick of her doing this to me. She finally left my room when she was done hurting me. I grabbed the things Frank left and I grabbed a bag and threw some of my clothes and things I needed before I left I went into the closet and got 4 bottles of vodka and I chugged 2 of them and left. My mom was already past out. I went to Franks. He wasn’t there so I went over to Mikey and Gerard’s.
“Hello”
“Hey Mikey so did you get that girl your always talking about”
I played along and pretended to be Mikey
“No Frank asked her before I could”
“I’ll hurt him so you can have her”
“No that’s not necessary” I said
“Really why”
“Yes really cause we talked last night and I think I’m ok with it” I said
“What ever I still hate Frank so I’m gonna do something to him” he said
“I swear to god if you or any of your friends touch him your gonna wish you were never born oh and by the way this is the girl Mikey didn’t get and Frank’s going out with so you better hope I don’t find out who the hell you are” I said and hung up the phone and Mikey walked in
“Who was that”
“I don’t know some one that’s your friend that wants to hurt Frank” I said
“Shit” he said
“I yelled at him and told him he was talking to the girl that Mikey didn’t get and is now going out with Frank” I said
“Yea he hates Frank for some reason” Mikey said
“Shit I got to call him” I said and I called him no answer so I left a message
“Hey babe its me I was calling you cause you told me to I’m gonna go home soon so I’ll talk to ya later. Love ya”
I realized I still have major feelings for Mikey and Frank. I’m in trouble cause I’ve only been going out with Frank for 1 day and I already cheated on him. I hate myself.
Since Mikey was fully dressed and I wasn’t I grabbed my clothes and put on my bra and shirt and I was putting on my underwear when there was a knock at the door.. Mikey answered it. I was still in my under wear and Frank walked in.
“What the hell did you guys do last night” he asked looking at me like I was a whore
“Nothing” I said
“Then why are you in your shirt and underwear” he asked
“Cause I let her borrow some of my boxers to sleep in and she was changing back into her pants” Mikey said
“Is that true” Frank said looking at me
“Yep” I said
“Then why are you in here Mikey” he asked
“Cause I started changing before he got out” I said
“Oh” he said and he came to me and gave me a kiss and said “Good morning by the way”
“Morning” I said
Frank turned around and I looked at Mikey and he had a hurt look on his face I mouth I’m sorry to him and walked out. I jumped on Frank before he got to the stairs and he gave me a piggy back ride and we went to the living room and sat there with Gerard.
“I want to go home” I said to Frank
“Ok hey Gee were gonna go I’ll talk to ya later tonight” Frank said
“Ok bye”
“Can you tell Mikey bye for me” I said
“Yea I will” Gerard said and me and Frank left. We went to my house and no one was there so we went to my room and I thought maybe if I messed around with Frankie I wouldn’t feel like I cheated on him anymore. So we messed around and well before I could stop we had sex. He was good he seemed like he was more experience than Mikey. Well ok Mikey’s first time was last night but Frank said he only had sex once and he didn’t even cum or stay in. From how he was I think he was lying to me. I didn’t care all I wanted at this point was Mikey. That’s all I was thinking about. I had to tell Frankie.
“Um Frank” I said after we both could breath
“Yea”
“Um I…..I… and Mikey…….and …….I’m sorry” I said
“What you and Mikey what and why are you sorry” he asked
“Me and Mikey…..last night….. we …” I couldn’t tell him cause I know what would happen we’d break up and he’d expect me to go to Mikey and I would. Or he would beat the crap out of Mikey “we kissed last night” I only said what started cause it would hurt him so much to know he didn’t take my virginity. “I’m sorry” I said and I started crying
“Nat baby its ok as long as you guys didn’t have sex I’m fine with that”
“You are” he just had to say that it made this even worse
“Yea and I know you wouldn’t have sex with Mikey cause he’s a virgin and you are… were a virgin” he said I think he was proud to take my virginity so I let him think that’s all we did.
We laid there in my bed naked just quietly. I was still thinking. I heard my front door opened and I ran to my bedroom door and quickly shut it.
“Get dressed now” I said and I was dressed in like a second and so was Frank I quickly turned on the TV and laid on my bed like I was watching TV the whole time and Frank did the same. My mom walked in.
“Nat your dad left. He says he loves you and if you need to talk call him” she said
“Ok thanks mom” I said
“What were you two doing” she asked
“Nothing why” I said
“Well why is you bed a mess” she asked
“Oh I was jumping on it and I finally calmed down and we started watching TV” I said
“Ok and why is your hair a mess” she said
“Um… before I started jumping on the bed me and Frank were having a pillow fight. I won” I said
“Oh. Frank can I talk to you” she said
“Um yea” he said and looked at me like help me
“Mom whatever you say to him you can say in front of me” I said
“No this is private” she said and Frank walked out of the room first and my mom followed. I heard the front door open and shut. And then my mom came up and ran at me.
“You slut I know what you were doing don’t you ever lie to me” she said and hit me
“Mom I fucking hate you what do you think me and frank did” I screamed
“You had sex. I know that’s what you did cause again that’s all guys think about” she screamed and hit me again
“Well Frank doesn’t think about sex we talk like real human beings unlike some people” I screamed
“Don’t you dare bring us into this” she said and hit me again this time I pushed her and she kicked me. I was sick of her doing this to me. She finally left my room when she was done hurting me. I grabbed the things Frank left and I grabbed a bag and threw some of my clothes and things I needed before I left I went into the closet and got 4 bottles of vodka and I chugged 2 of them and left. My mom was already past out. I went to Franks. He wasn’t there so I went over to Mikey and Gerard’s.