I'm Melting In Your Eyes

The Dream

I crashed on the couch and Frank laid on the cot next to the couch I fell asleep but only to have a nightmare.

Natasha I love you
Dad why. why did you have to leave
I told you your mother will kill you
What
She wanted me dead so she could get to you faster
No dad your lying she loves you why would she do that
Cause even though she loves me she never wanted you and since I was happy with you She thinks we both should die
Dad what am I gonna do then now that your gone where do I go shell beat me more
Natasha you have to get out of here get out of the house don’t stay there anymore its not safe. Stay with Frank or Mikey never be alone. That’s when she’ll get you.
I want to be with you. I hate it here Franks the only reason I wouldn’t want to die.
Then stay with him. Natasha I have to go my dear I love you remember that. I love you.

Noooooo don’t go. I love you too please stay with me.


I was being shaken awake by Frank
“Baby what’s wrong” he asked
“Nothing why”

FRANKS POV
I watched Natasha fall asleep. After she was asleep I started to go but was waken by Natasha screaming “noooooooooooo don’t go. I love you too please stay with me.”
I was shaking her to wake her up.

“Baby what’s wrong” I asked
“Nothing why” she said
“Cause you were screaming and your crying” I said
“Frank my dad… he says my mom killed him.” she said
“What baby your dads gone how can you know that” I asked
“My dream.. my mom never wanted me” she said crying more now so I jumped on her and grabbed her and held her tight.
“He also told me to get out of the house. To stay with you or Mikey and to never be alone cause when I’m alone that’s when she’ll kill me.”
“Baby I wont let anyone hurt you” I said
“Frank…I was talking to my dad…in my dreams”
“What did you tell him” I asked
“That he was lying and now that he’s gone I’m gonna get beat more that’s then when he told me to get out of the house. But then I said I wanted to be with him and that I hated it here and the only reason I wouldn’t want to die was you. Then he told me to stay with you and he had to leave and he said he loved me. I screamed after him noo don’t go. I love you too please stay with me.” she said crying into my chest
“Baby I’ll stay with you don’t worry me and the guys will keep you safe”
“But Frank where am I gonna go I have no where to go”
“You can live with me”
“I love you but I don’t want to be anywhere near my house” she said
“I understand I’ll talk to Gerard in the morning and see what we can do ok”
“Ok” is all she said
“Come on you can sleep with me on the cot” I said and we laid on the cot and I held onto her not wanting to let her go. And fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning Nat was still asleep so I slipped off the cot and let her sleep. I went into the kitchen where Gerard was.
“Gerard … shes not doing so well last night she had a dream and she was talking to her father. He was telling her to get out of her house cause her mother is gonna try and kill her. And I said she could stay at my house but she doesn’t want to stay anywhere near her house. So I was wondering if we could talk to your mom and see if she can move in here.” I said
“Yea when my mom and dad get home well talk to them. They will probably say yes” Gerard said
“Oh yea and she said her dad said to never be alone cause that’s when her mom will try and kill her. So matter what we are gonna have someone with her at all times. Ok” I said
“Ok that sounds good. Ok since its really early in the fucking morning you go back to bed I’ll wake you up when my parents get home”
“Ok thanks man” I said and walked back to the living room