I'm Melting In Your Eyes

Finding Out About My Mom

I went into the kitchen and got some coffee and heard Mr. and Mrs. way having a conversation in the living room.

“We should tell her” Mr. Way said
“No I think she would feel better not knowing” Mrs. Way said what we they talking about
“I know but what if her mom tries something and here she thinks her moms in jail.” Mr. Way said
“I know but maybe we should wait” Mrs. Way said.
“Ok but I’m telling her tonight” Mr. Way said. I was crying did everyone know that or was it just them. I ran back to my room and laid on the bed my back was to Frank. I didn’t want him to see me cry. I felt him put his arm around me and pull me closer to him. I pretended to still be asleep. I had silent tears falling down my face. My mom is still out there I cant believe no one caught her. No one even told me. Yea I know I’ve only been up for a day but they should have told me right away. That makes me argh. I cant even think of a word for it. I felt Franks breath on the back of my neck and it sent shivers down my spine. Since the room was still dark I decided to turn around and face him. I still pretended I was sleeping and just nuzzled my head into his chest, he started rubbing my back and it felt nice. I finally got my tears to stop and I looked up and kissed Frank. It was a quick peck and then I sat up and went to the bathroom. Frank followed I turned around to shut the door and Frank was right there. He pulled me to him and kissed me and then let me go. I went into the bathroom and washed my face. I just wanted my pain to go away and I didn’t know what to do. I left the bathroom and walk out of the room to find Frank I found him in the living room. I needed answers. But Mr. and Mrs. Way were in there with Gerard and Mikey
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“Frankie I need to talk to you” I said
“Ok. Ill be right there” he said
“Fine” I said and walked upstairs. Tears were threatening to come out. I stood in front of the bed. I heard Frank coming and turned around. He walked in and he started to shut the door. I was furious so I pushed him up against the door and pinned him there.
“FRANK WHAT THE FUCK ARENT YOU TELLING ME” I yelled
“What are you talking about”
“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME ABOUT MY MOM YESTERDAY” I yelled again
“How do you know about that” he asked
“I..I HEARD.. I heard Mr. and Mrs. Way talking this morning” I said now crying lightly
“They told me not to tell you” he said
I kept him pinned to the door and yelled “IM YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND YOU SHOULD TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT MY MOTHER. I CANT FUCKING TRUST YOU NOW” I let him go and pushed him off the door and ran down the stairs
“Nat are you ok” I heard mikey say
“No I have to get out,” I said wiping my tears away and I ran out the door. It was raining now. I never wanted to go back I just wanted to be with my dad now. I went to the graveyard. I hoped my dad was there. And he was. I sat by his grave and started crying harder. Telling him I need him and that I cant trust anyone anymore everyone lies to me. then I heard a twig snap. I looked up and saw……….