I'm Melting In Your Eyes

I Understood The First Time Now I Don't

I spent the night at Jennies last night. We had fun. Mikey showed up with Chrissy. We all walked over to my house and we went quietly into the kitchen and got something to drink. We heard some noises upstairs and I went to go look. I walked up and opened my bedroom door and there was Frank on top of someone.

“FRANK” I screamed
“Nat its not what it looks like” Frank said
“Right your not fucking a girl in my bed” I said
“I’m not I swear” he said and that’s when I was shocked. Frank was right it wasn’t a girl it was Gerard. They were having sex.
“Oh my god” I said and ran out of the room and back into the kitchen.
“Me and Frank are over” I stated
“Why” Jenni asked
“Cause I just caught him in bed with….”
“Nat I’m sorry I’m so sorry” Frank said
“Sorry for fucking him” I said pointing to Gerard
“What” Jenni said
“Yea I caught Frank having sex with Gerard” I said looking at Jenni
“That’s hot” Jenni said
“What your boy friend just cheated on you with my ex boyfriend” I said
“Were over” Frank asked
“Frank this is the 2nd time the first time I understood but now I don’t I cant be with you anymore” I said and ran out of the house.
“Wow this is a good morning” Chrissy said
“Yea it is” Jenni said laughing
“I’ll be back” Mikey said and ran after me.
“Nat” Mikey said
“What Mikey” I said turning around to look at him
“Are you crying” he asked
“No” I said
“You were Nat you don’t need him he’s not good enough for you. You can go for someone else” he said
“Like who…. The ones I want are taken and I’m not ruining friendships over it” I said
“Who do you want” he asked
“Who do you think” I said and walked away
“You want me” he asked
“Yea but I want you to stay with Chrissy she deserves you. You two are so cute together” I said and walked away and Mikey walked the other way back to Chrissy. I was happy that he was going to stay with her. I went to the park and sat there thinking about the day. I was sitting there on a swing when someone sat next to me. It was Chrissy.

“So I heard you like Mikey” she said
“Yea but I told him to stay with you I don’t want to screw up our friendship over him” I said
“Really” she said
“Yea your friendship is more important than a guy” I said
“Aww I love you” Chrissy said
“Not in the sexually way right” I asked
“Of coarse not I love you as a friend” she said laughing
“Ok” I said
“Come here ho” she said
“Why slut” I asked
“I wanna give you a hug” she said
“Oh ok” I said standing up and giving her a hug.
“K well I have to go Mikey’s waiting for me at your house” she said and left
I sat there just swinging when again someone sat next to me. It was Frank

“Frank go away” I said
“No not till you listen to me” he said
“Fine what do you want” I said bitchy
“ I’m sorry that was the first time ever I swear we wanted to try it and well we didn’t think you would find out” he said
“Well it’s a good thing I found out” I said
“Nat I’m sorry I mean it I never wanted to hurt you”
“Well you did you lost my trust again and I don’t think you’ll be getting it back anytime soon.” I said and got up and walked away. I love Frank but I’m gonna try and not love him anymore. I cant take all the problems right now.

Franks POV

As I watched Nat walk away I knew she wouldn’t want to see me again ever. But someone sat next to me and said
“So Frank now that shes out of the picture how but us getting together” I looked up and saw Starr
“No Starr I hate you I don’t care if me and Nat are over me and you will never be an item ever again” I said and got up but she grabbed my hand
“Frank she doesn’t want you that’s not my fault. But there is someone right in front of you that wants you why wont you take her” she said
“Cause I made a promise and I’m not breaking that promise for anything” I said and walked away. I went back to Nat’s but she wasn’t there. I stayed there when she came home and she didn’t care. I saw her everyday and wanted to just kiss her. She ignored me every time I went to say something to her. Which I deserve.