I'm Melting In Your Eyes

Are We Okay

“What’s wrong” Jenni said when we were in another room.
“I don’t know what to do with Nat” I said
“What’s wrong with her” she asked
“Nothing really but I don’t know if she really wants me to stay with her” I said
“She’s in love with you” Jenni said
“I’m in love with her to” I said
“No I mean she is madly truly in love with you” she said
“How do you know” I asked not trying to sound mean.
“She told me the other day” she said
“Really” I asked
“Yea she is depressed because she thinks you hate her”
“I don’t hate her I just don’t know what to do” I said
“Go back to her and tell her this shit” Jenni said
“Shes mad at me right now”
“Why”
“Cause I didn’t want to sleep with her”
“You turned down sex” Jenni said shocked
“Well I just didn’t feel like it” I said even though it wasn’t true
“Riiiight” Jenni said and laughed
“What” I said
“You retard just go to her” she said
“Fine” I said and we walked back to Gerard and I said bye to them both and walked back to Nat’s. I walked in quietly. I walked to her room and walked in quietly. She was asleep. I took my shirt and shoes off and got in I put my arms around her and held her close to me. I know what I have to do and it might hurt Nat but I just gotta do it. I started to fall asleep but stayed up when Nat turned and faced me.

“Frank what are you doing here I thought you left” she said
“I did but I came back to tell you something” I said
“Really what’s that” she said
“I don’t know if you really want me here” I said
“I do”
“Well I know you want me here cause well Jenni told me” I said
“Oh so you went to her” she said
“Yea I needed to talk to her about you” I said
“What that I’m so fucked up for ever loving you” she screamed letting a few tears fall.
“No if I should stay with you or move in with Mikey but Jenni said you’ve been depressed cause you think I hate you.” I said
“Oh” she said
“And she also told me something I really needed to hear” I said scooting closer to her
“And what’s that” he asked
“That you are madly truly in love with me” I said
“Omg she told you” she said and covered her face.
“Nat I’m glad she told me cause now I can tell you that I’m madly truly in love with you” I said and kissed her.
“Are you serious” she said smiling
“Yea and I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you” I said and kissed her again