I'm Melting In Your Eyes
Were Going "BOWLIN"
Chapter 50
We waited a while and frank came out. He wrapped his arm around me. we were all almost in pairs. Me and frank. Mikey and Chrissy. Jenni and gerard. Ray and Hayley. And bob with his phone talking to Chibu. We walked to the Meyers and just wondered around there till we felt like we needed to do something else.
“lets go bowling” Hayley said
“yea” me and Chrissy say at the same time
“jinks you owe me a soda” we both say
“haha you both have to shut up now” Jenni said
“ like hell we do” I said
“that’s so stupid” Chrissy said
“well jinks isn’t stupid” she said in a funny way
“it is but we only go so far” Chrissy said
“bob get off the phone and talk to us” I said grabbing the phone from him.
“hey Chibu darling hows it going” I asked
“um great are you gonna hang up on me” she asked
“no I wanted to talk to you…. So I took your advice and well its all good…. Sooooooo now you have to come to Chicago” I said
“that’s good um….im gonna be with bob in Indianapolis” she said
“oh we aren’t gonna see each other that sucks” I said
“um… yea that’s what you like to think” she said
“what” I asked
“can I talk to bob” she said
“fine” I said and gave him the phone back what did she mean by that. Oh shes gonna make a surprise visit yay. Me and Jenni and Chrissy are so hyper now and we are now at the bowling place.
“ok me and frank and mikey and Chrissy well play on this one and Jenni and gerard and Hayley and ray can play on the one next to us and bob can just watch cause for all we know he’s gonna be on the phone with Chibu all night” I said and then we played. i lost I was at 43 and everyone else was at 90 and above I felt so bad.
“Frankie can you help me” I asked
“yea” he said and jumped up so he was right behind me add he was helping me.
“thanks” I said “so after this what do you wanna do” I whispered to him
“I don’t care as long as im with you” he said
“aww” I said and I dropped the ball and turned around and kissed frank hard on the lips.
“holy shit Nat you got a strike” Chrissy and jenni shout. I turned back around and saw that they were right. I screamed for joy and jumped on frank and kissed him again
“thanks” I said
“your welcome” he said and we walked back to our seats.
“so frank you wanna help me” jenni said
“heck no stay away from my man” I said
“fine gerard you wanna help me” she asked
“no not really” he said
“fine I see how it is” she said and walked up and threw the ball and came back to us. That’s how it was most of the night gerard wanted jenni there but he was being a complete ass. I grabbed gerard when his turn was done.
“gerard what the fuck is your problem you wanted jenni here and now your being an ass” I said
“well why shouldn’t I be.” He asked
“she didn’t do anything to you” I said
“yea she did” he said
“what she do” I asked
“she said no to me” he said
“no to what” I asked
“if she would be my girlfriend again she said no and now she wants me to help her with bowling” he said
“oh gerard im sorry” I said and gave him a hug.
“thanks” he said
“maybe Jenni should go home” I suggested
“yea cause I don’t think I can look at her without being hurt” he said
“ok ill tell her tonight” I said and walked back to the group. i talked to Jenni after her turn.
“Jenni we want you to go home” I said trying to sound like I meant it
“you mean gerard wants me to go home” she asked
“sorta but I want you to go to cause hes my friend and your hurting him” I said
“well he was hurting me and what I don’t have a right to reject him” she said starting to raise her voice to me
“don’t raise your fucking voice to me im just telling you what we think is best and you lied to him and said that you weren’t hurting which was a fucking lie from what you told me.” I said
“you know what ill leave right now” she said and walked back to the group and grabbed her things and left. I walked back and grabbed my things and ran after her. She wasn’t that far. She was crying when I caught up to her.
“jenni why do you make everything about you” I asked nicely
“me think again when I was with gerard all he did was talk about himself” she said
“I don’t believe that when I met gerard he wanted to know more about me.” I said
“yea and hes soooooo truthful” she said
“well I can at least trust him more than I can trust you” I said
“whatever… you know what Nat this friendship is over” she said
“what” I asked shocked
“I don’t want to be friends with you if you take the guys side just cause you like him” she said
“gerard is one of my best friends he was there before you so of coarse im sticking on his side he hasn’t lied to me and I have frank and I only want frank if you haven’t noticed” I screamed
“Nat, Jenni” someone said
“what” we both screamed and looked at who was calling our names it was Chrissy
“stop fighting” she said
“why” I asked
“because your gonna regret it later” she said
“fuck that no im not” I said and turned back to Jenni “ fuck you Jenni if that’s what you want then our friendship is over” I said and turned around and walked back to the bowling place. I walked over to frank and told him I was gonna go get something to drink. But I didn’t say were or what to drink.
“ill go with you” he said
“frank im not going to get it from here” I said
“well then of coarse im going with you” he said grabbing his things and putting an arm around me.
“bye guys” frank said
“bye” they said and we left. I started crying as we walked to the bar.
“Nat whats wrong” frank asked
“me and Jenni are no longer friends” I said
“what why” he asked
“cause she hurt one of my best friends and then she said that I wanted gerard and not you and that’s when I lost it. I yelled at her that he is my best friends and he hasn’t lied to me like she had.”
“oh Nat baby im sorry maybe you both just need space” he said
“yea I think we do but if after Chicago which is what 2 days we still have these hard feelings for each other its over completely” I said
“um yea Nat about that” he said
“shit what now” I said looking at him
“Nat your gonna stay with me” he said
“um duh” I said
“no I mean for the rest of the tour” he said
“what” I asked even though I heard him
“your gonna stay with me for the rest of the tour I was gonna surprise you but I think you should know you wont see Jenni for a while” he said
“omg thank you frank” I said hugging him
“your welcome” he said
“I can forget about going back to jersey and facing Jenni.” I said and I felt like something was taken off of my shoulders. I calmed down before we got to the bar so we just stopped at a liquor store and bout some alcohol and went back to the bus when we got there Jenni was gone and me and frank started drinking.
We waited a while and frank came out. He wrapped his arm around me. we were all almost in pairs. Me and frank. Mikey and Chrissy. Jenni and gerard. Ray and Hayley. And bob with his phone talking to Chibu. We walked to the Meyers and just wondered around there till we felt like we needed to do something else.
“lets go bowling” Hayley said
“yea” me and Chrissy say at the same time
“jinks you owe me a soda” we both say
“haha you both have to shut up now” Jenni said
“ like hell we do” I said
“that’s so stupid” Chrissy said
“well jinks isn’t stupid” she said in a funny way
“it is but we only go so far” Chrissy said
“bob get off the phone and talk to us” I said grabbing the phone from him.
“hey Chibu darling hows it going” I asked
“um great are you gonna hang up on me” she asked
“no I wanted to talk to you…. So I took your advice and well its all good…. Sooooooo now you have to come to Chicago” I said
“that’s good um….im gonna be with bob in Indianapolis” she said
“oh we aren’t gonna see each other that sucks” I said
“um… yea that’s what you like to think” she said
“what” I asked
“can I talk to bob” she said
“fine” I said and gave him the phone back what did she mean by that. Oh shes gonna make a surprise visit yay. Me and Jenni and Chrissy are so hyper now and we are now at the bowling place.
“ok me and frank and mikey and Chrissy well play on this one and Jenni and gerard and Hayley and ray can play on the one next to us and bob can just watch cause for all we know he’s gonna be on the phone with Chibu all night” I said and then we played. i lost I was at 43 and everyone else was at 90 and above I felt so bad.
“Frankie can you help me” I asked
“yea” he said and jumped up so he was right behind me add he was helping me.
“thanks” I said “so after this what do you wanna do” I whispered to him
“I don’t care as long as im with you” he said
“aww” I said and I dropped the ball and turned around and kissed frank hard on the lips.
“holy shit Nat you got a strike” Chrissy and jenni shout. I turned back around and saw that they were right. I screamed for joy and jumped on frank and kissed him again
“thanks” I said
“your welcome” he said and we walked back to our seats.
“so frank you wanna help me” jenni said
“heck no stay away from my man” I said
“fine gerard you wanna help me” she asked
“no not really” he said
“fine I see how it is” she said and walked up and threw the ball and came back to us. That’s how it was most of the night gerard wanted jenni there but he was being a complete ass. I grabbed gerard when his turn was done.
“gerard what the fuck is your problem you wanted jenni here and now your being an ass” I said
“well why shouldn’t I be.” He asked
“she didn’t do anything to you” I said
“yea she did” he said
“what she do” I asked
“she said no to me” he said
“no to what” I asked
“if she would be my girlfriend again she said no and now she wants me to help her with bowling” he said
“oh gerard im sorry” I said and gave him a hug.
“thanks” he said
“maybe Jenni should go home” I suggested
“yea cause I don’t think I can look at her without being hurt” he said
“ok ill tell her tonight” I said and walked back to the group. i talked to Jenni after her turn.
“Jenni we want you to go home” I said trying to sound like I meant it
“you mean gerard wants me to go home” she asked
“sorta but I want you to go to cause hes my friend and your hurting him” I said
“well he was hurting me and what I don’t have a right to reject him” she said starting to raise her voice to me
“don’t raise your fucking voice to me im just telling you what we think is best and you lied to him and said that you weren’t hurting which was a fucking lie from what you told me.” I said
“you know what ill leave right now” she said and walked back to the group and grabbed her things and left. I walked back and grabbed my things and ran after her. She wasn’t that far. She was crying when I caught up to her.
“jenni why do you make everything about you” I asked nicely
“me think again when I was with gerard all he did was talk about himself” she said
“I don’t believe that when I met gerard he wanted to know more about me.” I said
“yea and hes soooooo truthful” she said
“well I can at least trust him more than I can trust you” I said
“whatever… you know what Nat this friendship is over” she said
“what” I asked shocked
“I don’t want to be friends with you if you take the guys side just cause you like him” she said
“gerard is one of my best friends he was there before you so of coarse im sticking on his side he hasn’t lied to me and I have frank and I only want frank if you haven’t noticed” I screamed
“Nat, Jenni” someone said
“what” we both screamed and looked at who was calling our names it was Chrissy
“stop fighting” she said
“why” I asked
“because your gonna regret it later” she said
“fuck that no im not” I said and turned back to Jenni “ fuck you Jenni if that’s what you want then our friendship is over” I said and turned around and walked back to the bowling place. I walked over to frank and told him I was gonna go get something to drink. But I didn’t say were or what to drink.
“ill go with you” he said
“frank im not going to get it from here” I said
“well then of coarse im going with you” he said grabbing his things and putting an arm around me.
“bye guys” frank said
“bye” they said and we left. I started crying as we walked to the bar.
“Nat whats wrong” frank asked
“me and Jenni are no longer friends” I said
“what why” he asked
“cause she hurt one of my best friends and then she said that I wanted gerard and not you and that’s when I lost it. I yelled at her that he is my best friends and he hasn’t lied to me like she had.”
“oh Nat baby im sorry maybe you both just need space” he said
“yea I think we do but if after Chicago which is what 2 days we still have these hard feelings for each other its over completely” I said
“um yea Nat about that” he said
“shit what now” I said looking at him
“Nat your gonna stay with me” he said
“um duh” I said
“no I mean for the rest of the tour” he said
“what” I asked even though I heard him
“your gonna stay with me for the rest of the tour I was gonna surprise you but I think you should know you wont see Jenni for a while” he said
“omg thank you frank” I said hugging him
“your welcome” he said
“I can forget about going back to jersey and facing Jenni.” I said and I felt like something was taken off of my shoulders. I calmed down before we got to the bar so we just stopped at a liquor store and bout some alcohol and went back to the bus when we got there Jenni was gone and me and frank started drinking.