I'm Melting In Your Eyes

Leaving Him

Chapter 84

Hayley’s POV

Great there’s something wrong. Maybe he doesn’t really want to marry me. maybe he thinks since everyone else is getting married he needs to be. I don’t know.
“Hails are you ok” Chrissy said
“yea I’m fine I just need to think” I said
“if you need to think about ray just leave him. he doesn’t seem like he wants to really get married” Chrissy said
“yea I agree”
“I don’t know what his problem is I mean he said he couldn’t find the right way to tell the guys which I think is stupid” Chrissy said
“yea you know what I’ll go away fro a while and then if he actually wants to get married then I will but for now I’ll leave” I said
“where are you gonna go” Chrissy said
“I don’t know but I’ll think of a place” I said and turned and walked back to the house.
“are you coming” I shouted to Chrissy because she was just standing watching me walk away.
“oh ok” she said and caught up to me. we walked in and I went straight to ray.
“can I get your house key” I asked nicely
“yea what’s wrong” ray asked handing me his key
“nothing I’m just going to pack my shit and leave" I said and the look on Ray’s face made me feel bad for leaving him. it was a shocked look but a sad one at the same time. I walked out of the house fast. I didn’t want to get stopped. I got in my car and drove off to Rays. I walked in and went straight to getting my stuff together, I was listening to the radio so I didn’t hear anyone come in. I started crying because one of mine and Ray’s songs came on. I sat on the ground until I felt a pair of arms go around me.
“hails don’t leave me I love you…. I need you” Ray said
“you don’t want to get married you just don’t want to be the only person out of MCR to not be married or engaged” I said with a bit of anger in every word.
“that’s not true” Ray said
“right then how could you not fine a way to tell the guys. Just tell me the fucking truth” I said
“ok fine I wasn’t gonna tell the guys yet because I wanted everyone to be here when we told them” he said
“well we would call Nat and frank and tell them if we wanted to ruin there honeymoon and I don’t want to do that.”
“ yea I know … I really want to be with you please don’t leave me” Ray said
“I wasn’t leaving you just so you know I was going to leave and go on a trip but I wont now.”
“good” he said and kissed me