I'm Melting In Your Eyes

Seeing Is Believing

Chapter 89

We watched her and Mikey. He started crying and he hugged Chrissy. He kissed her and was smiling now.
“at least he’s not crying because of his brothers death” Hayley said
“yea I know” I said
“its not as loud as it used to be” Kasey said
“yea I know” Hayley said
“yea there was always five girls talking…and then you Kasey came along and that made it six” I said
“yea I miss them even though yes they hated me for a bit but we were becoming friends and I liked it.” Kasey said
“I know I saw that you guys were talking civil to eachother” I said
“god this is not cool I mean we need more people cause now its just 2 people talking to each other” Hayley said and walked off
“what’s wrong with her we were just talking about them” Kasey said
“I don’t know its just that they did just die so quickly I still cant believe me and Frank and Hayley and Ray and Chrissy and Mikey aren’t dead… we were suppose to all be on the flight but we all were doing things that delayed that.” I said and started crying
“Nat its ok your gonna be fine”
“no they were touring one last time before releasing there next cd. The fans are probably devastated and Frank doesn’t want to check there my space because he doesn’t want to know what they all think. But him and Ray and Mikey are talking about putting something on it so that everyone knows that they have heard everything but nothing will change the fact that the lead singer and the drummer are dead and that they wont be touring anymore because without them is nothing.” I said
“omg that’s.. sad…. Mcr never touring again I never thought id see the day” Kasey said crying.
“lets go back in there and hang with our guys maybe we an cheer them up about this” I said and we walked back into the room. Everyone was leaving now. everyone was saying there final goodbyes and then they left. The only people left in the room now was Frank, Mikey, Ray and Chrissy and Hayley and Kasey and Bert and Me.
“Frank lets go” I said
“Mikey are you ok man”
“yea I’m a little more happy than I thought I could be right now” Mikey said
“why”
“cause Chrissy told me shes pregnant”
“congrats” the guys said
“thanks” she said
“ok Frank lets go I want to leave” I said
“ok hold on Nat” he said
“I’m leaving I'll talk to ya later” I said and walked out of the funeral place. He didn’t get that I just didn’t want to be there anymore because it was odd that 4 dead people were in the room with us. I walked to the car but heard something. I turned around and saw….
“Gerard” I asked
“Nat I can only stay for a bit please tell mikey I love him and I’m in a better place….. oh and tell him grandma says hi and she loves him”
“Gerard …. Were are you heaven or hell” I asked
“Oh I’m in hell cause we all go to hell” he stated
“no seriously” I said
“there is no heaven or hell just the middle kinda like here but your in the clouds…. Were watching over you just know that” he said and vanished. I broke down crying gee’s ghost or spirit or what ever just came back. I think I might be going crazy.

“Nat are you ok” Frank said running to me.
“where’s Mikey” I said
“he’s still inside”
“ok I’ll be back” I said and ran in the funeral.
“MIKEY” I screamed
“yea what” he said
“I …I ….. saw….gee” I said
“what” everyone said
“he wanted me to tell you he loves you and he’s in a better place now and your grandma says hi and she loves you” I said
“Nat are you crazy” Hayley said
“no and he said that there watching over us” I said
“Nat lets go” Frank said
“no get the fuck off of me Frank I’m not going crazy… or are you accusing me again” I said
“Sarah this time we know its them so you have to be going crazy”
“Fuck you Frank I’m not going home with you” I said and walked out. I went to the nearest hotel that was open and went and got a room. I wanted clothes and I wanted money so I walked back to mine and Frankie’s house. He was there and I just ignored him. I grabbed a bag and put some clothes into it and then grabbed my video camera and money and left without saying a word to Frank I was gonna show them I wasn’t crazy. I went to the nearest convenient store and bought a ougi (sp) board and went back to the hotel. I set up the camera and was getting ready to contact the dead. Hopefully I got Jenni or Gerard or Bob or Chibu.