I'm Melting In Your Eyes

Dealing With The Pain

Chapter 92

I kept walking and right before I almost got hit by a car I was lifted off the ground and put back on the ground.
“what the fuck let me fucking die” I screamed
“what would Frank do with out you” bob said
“I don’t know move on maybe” I said
“you know you would miss him” Chibu said
“fine I get your point but he doesn’t even believe me anymore” I said
“yes he does. honestly would you have believed someone if they said someone who was dead talked to them before this” Jenni asked
“no your right I would probably think they were crazy” I said
“ok well then go back to Frank and live your life to the fullest” Chibu said
“fine but I will see you again” I said
“bye” they both said and then the next thing I saw was everyone in the living room.
I started crying because I think I am going crazy.

“Nat are you ok” Frankie said running to me and hugging me
“it was my mother” I said
“what”
“my mother is trying to kill me” I said
“omg” Hayley said
“yea and Jenni and Chibu and Bob and Gerard can stop her but they will never talk to me again until my time is up here” I said balling
“that’s a good thing Nat cause look at yourself your going crazy from all of this” Mikey said
“I know but …… fuck this your right I should get over this I’m sick of crying over them.” I said and walked out of the house and Frank followed me.

“Nat were are you going” he asked
“to our house” I said
“what are you gonna do” he asked
“well if you come we can do something otherwise I have to do it by myself” I said
“oh I’m definitely coming” he said and he ran up to me and wrapped our hands together. I was gonna be happy again. I know that the future is better. Kasey was getting married in a few days and I have to look my best for her.

FWD >>>>> 3 days

Me and frank were running around the house grabbing our things. We were gonna be late to the wedding. We ran out of the house and got in the car and drove to the church we got in right before they started. The wedding started. Kasey looked beautiful and I’m glad she was finally getting married. Again the wedding went by super fast an Bert and Kasey were on there way to there honeymoon. I have been completely happy the past 3 days and I hope it stays this way. I like being able to see something and not wanting to cry. I also found out that I am pregnant and so is Hayley. I made a joke about the water. We all decided we would never drink the same water ever again. who knew my happy days would end once again.