Can I Ever Really Love You
Living With Jenni
FWD>>>>> 4 days
I finally got to Florida with stopping and sleeping and eating and getting gas. Mikey kept calling me and I just ignored him cause I didn’t want to worry about anyone finding out I was still in love with frank. Im gonna keep him safe no matter what. Jenni called me once. I actually picked up the phone and talked to her.
“hey Jenni”
“hey Sarah what you doing” she asked
“im trying to find a place to stay in Florida” I said
“why are you in Florida” she asked
“im gonna live here for a while” I said
“you can come and stay with me and Johnny in Orlando” she said
“cool im only an hour or so away from there. Thank god you’re here” I said
“well im living here now with Johnny he asked if I wanted to and I said yes” she said
“that’s so cool so does that mean I get to meet Johnny” I asked
“heck yea” she said
“k im gonna get off the phone and ill call you when I get in town k” I said
“k” she said
“oh and Jenni” I said
“yea” she said
“can you call frank and tell him I still L him” I said
“I don’t have his number”
She knew that L meant Love it was something we came up with.
“ill give you it” I said and told her his number
“k and why cant you tell him yourself” she said
“cause of my dad” I said
“oh hes doing it again” she said
“yea” I said
“k ill do that and should I call you back if he wants me to” she asked
“um.. sure” I said
“k well ill let you go and ill see ya in a while” she said
“k bye” I said and hung up I drove and drove until I entered Orlando I called jenni and she told me where to go and with in 5 minutes I was at her house. I ran to the door and rang it like crazy
“Sarah don’t do that” she said hugging me
“do what” I asked stupidly
“do that you fag” she said laughing
“hey im not a fag im just a retard” I said and we were both laughing at our stupidness.
“come in” she finally said after a while.
“k so what frank say” I asked
“oh he asked if he could come down and see you but I didn’t know what to say so I just said no not now” she said
“ok so hes not coming right” I asked
“right” she said
“good” I said and I sat in the nice comfy chair in the living room.
“so did you tell frank about your dad” she asked
“yea” I said
“and he still wants to be around you….. I thought he would want to get as far away from you as possible” she said
“oh thanks…. Actually we are still going out but I had to pretend we broke up and move away. Frank wants to pretend were friends but im still afraid my dad might have those guys kill him” I said
“well that’s screwed up but I still love ya and you know that franks a keeper” she said
“thanks” I said and then jennies phone rang.
“hello…. Hi…… yea shes here ….um yea hold on” she said “um Sarah its for you its frank” she said
“oh ok” I said and took the phone
“hey frank” I said
“hey babe I miss you”
“I miss you too” I said
“then let me come down there” he said
“no frank I cant let you its not safe yet:” I said
“Sarah I need you ive been so depressed the past 4 days cause I cant hear your voice and I cant even see you” he said
“aww not right now I promise ill call you when its clear” I said
“fine shit I gotta go but can I call you later” he asked
“um I guess but not my cell I think its still being tapped.” I said
“k ill call jennies cell” he said
“k ill talk to ya later” I said
“bye” he said and we hung up. Jenni walked back into the room with who I guess is Johnny. He is very attractive but hes not frank. No one can take frank out of my mind.
“Sarah this is Johnny…. Johnny this is Sarah” Jenni said
“hi” I said
“hey” Johnny said
“k now that you know each other Sarah were going out to get some food do you want to come” she asked
“no im good oh if frank calls u can u have him call the house number cause I still don’t think my phone is good.” I said
“k have fun” she said
“yea you can watch tv or whatever you want to do” Johnny said
“thanks have fun guys” I said and they left. I locked the doors and watched some tv. I feel asleep but woke up to the phone ringing.
“hello” I said sleepily
“so you really moved”
“yes dad im out of jersey” I said
“good”
“will you leave me and everyone in jersey alone now” I asked
“ill leave the people in jersey alone but you I wont” he said
“when will you leave me alone” I asked
“when I know you don’t love frank anymore” he said
“I don’t love him” I said
“right that’s not what I heard” he said
“dad please give me some fucking privacy” I said
“don’t talk to frank anymore and I will” he said
“k and how long are you gonna make sure I don’t talk to him” I asked
“for a couple months” he said
“ill call you and tell you when you are free of me” he said
“fine but for now can I go back to sleep” I said
“yea remember no more frank and Ill leave you alone” he said and hung up.
God dammet I fucking hate him. hes gonna die and im gonna be so happy.
I finally got to Florida with stopping and sleeping and eating and getting gas. Mikey kept calling me and I just ignored him cause I didn’t want to worry about anyone finding out I was still in love with frank. Im gonna keep him safe no matter what. Jenni called me once. I actually picked up the phone and talked to her.
“hey Jenni”
“hey Sarah what you doing” she asked
“im trying to find a place to stay in Florida” I said
“why are you in Florida” she asked
“im gonna live here for a while” I said
“you can come and stay with me and Johnny in Orlando” she said
“cool im only an hour or so away from there. Thank god you’re here” I said
“well im living here now with Johnny he asked if I wanted to and I said yes” she said
“that’s so cool so does that mean I get to meet Johnny” I asked
“heck yea” she said
“k im gonna get off the phone and ill call you when I get in town k” I said
“k” she said
“oh and Jenni” I said
“yea” she said
“can you call frank and tell him I still L him” I said
“I don’t have his number”
She knew that L meant Love it was something we came up with.
“ill give you it” I said and told her his number
“k and why cant you tell him yourself” she said
“cause of my dad” I said
“oh hes doing it again” she said
“yea” I said
“k ill do that and should I call you back if he wants me to” she asked
“um.. sure” I said
“k well ill let you go and ill see ya in a while” she said
“k bye” I said and hung up I drove and drove until I entered Orlando I called jenni and she told me where to go and with in 5 minutes I was at her house. I ran to the door and rang it like crazy
“Sarah don’t do that” she said hugging me
“do what” I asked stupidly
“do that you fag” she said laughing
“hey im not a fag im just a retard” I said and we were both laughing at our stupidness.
“come in” she finally said after a while.
“k so what frank say” I asked
“oh he asked if he could come down and see you but I didn’t know what to say so I just said no not now” she said
“ok so hes not coming right” I asked
“right” she said
“good” I said and I sat in the nice comfy chair in the living room.
“so did you tell frank about your dad” she asked
“yea” I said
“and he still wants to be around you….. I thought he would want to get as far away from you as possible” she said
“oh thanks…. Actually we are still going out but I had to pretend we broke up and move away. Frank wants to pretend were friends but im still afraid my dad might have those guys kill him” I said
“well that’s screwed up but I still love ya and you know that franks a keeper” she said
“thanks” I said and then jennies phone rang.
“hello…. Hi…… yea shes here ….um yea hold on” she said “um Sarah its for you its frank” she said
“oh ok” I said and took the phone
“hey frank” I said
“hey babe I miss you”
“I miss you too” I said
“then let me come down there” he said
“no frank I cant let you its not safe yet:” I said
“Sarah I need you ive been so depressed the past 4 days cause I cant hear your voice and I cant even see you” he said
“aww not right now I promise ill call you when its clear” I said
“fine shit I gotta go but can I call you later” he asked
“um I guess but not my cell I think its still being tapped.” I said
“k ill call jennies cell” he said
“k ill talk to ya later” I said
“bye” he said and we hung up. Jenni walked back into the room with who I guess is Johnny. He is very attractive but hes not frank. No one can take frank out of my mind.
“Sarah this is Johnny…. Johnny this is Sarah” Jenni said
“hi” I said
“hey” Johnny said
“k now that you know each other Sarah were going out to get some food do you want to come” she asked
“no im good oh if frank calls u can u have him call the house number cause I still don’t think my phone is good.” I said
“k have fun” she said
“yea you can watch tv or whatever you want to do” Johnny said
“thanks have fun guys” I said and they left. I locked the doors and watched some tv. I feel asleep but woke up to the phone ringing.
“hello” I said sleepily
“so you really moved”
“yes dad im out of jersey” I said
“good”
“will you leave me and everyone in jersey alone now” I asked
“ill leave the people in jersey alone but you I wont” he said
“when will you leave me alone” I asked
“when I know you don’t love frank anymore” he said
“I don’t love him” I said
“right that’s not what I heard” he said
“dad please give me some fucking privacy” I said
“don’t talk to frank anymore and I will” he said
“k and how long are you gonna make sure I don’t talk to him” I asked
“for a couple months” he said
“ill call you and tell you when you are free of me” he said
“fine but for now can I go back to sleep” I said
“yea remember no more frank and Ill leave you alone” he said and hung up.
God dammet I fucking hate him. hes gonna die and im gonna be so happy.