Can I Ever Really Love You

Maybe We've Seen Eachother Before

I woke up and got dressed and went on a walk I went to the park. I went to where I remember when I was a child. Me and my old friend that moved away used to come. We were best friends. I missed him. last time I saw him was when I was 7 so 10 years ago. I sat down and just sat there and thought. Until I heard someone coming so I ducked into a bush and laid on the dirt. I was looking at the feet when they stopped and were right in front of me. I looked up a bit and saw frank. But he wasn’t alone he was also with mikey.

“mikey that Sarah girl looks so familiar” frank said
“have you seen her before” mikey said
“I feel like I have like a while back “ frank said
“her name was Sarah do you know any Sarah’s” mikey asked
“yea one but she couldn’t be my Sarah. My Sarah never walked up to complete strangers and acted like she knew them her whole life.” Frank said
“well then you might have seen this Sarah walking past my house everyday” mikey said
“maybe” frank said and it got real quiet. I tried to move with out them noticing. It was doing quiet well till I poked my butt on something sharp. Probably a branch.
“OUCH”I said jumping up in to the air and scaring frank and mikey
“what the hell.. Sarah what happened” mikey asked
“um… nothing I gotta go.” I said and walked off
“Sarah stop”
I kept walking I didn’t want them to know I heard them talking. Was that my old friend. I always called him rank. I couldn’t say the f of his name for some reason. I got to my house and ran to my room. No that couldn’t be frank. Hes long gone. He moved to Indiana and he hasn’t come back that’s defiantly a different frank. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed something sharp and wrote the words hate and love on my hips. I wanted love but only got hate. After I realized I was hungry I got my shoes on and walked out side. I put my hood up and walked past Mikey’s house. I went to a diner and just sat on a stool and got coffee. I was sitting there just think when the lady came up to me.
“what’s wrong doll”
“nothing” I said
“come on you can tell me anything . I listen very well”
“there’s really nothing wrong I’m just hungry and I think I might call one of my friends” I said
“oh ok so what do you want to eat” she asked
“um just a cheeseburger and fries and a medium chocolate shake thanks” I said and she walked away. I didn’t have Jepha’s number so I couldn’t call him. I wanted to hang with someone. I didn’t care who at this point. But I spoke to soon. I would want to hang out with anyone but him. frank sat next to me. I quickly grabbed my purse and grabbed my phone and acted like I was texting someone but to my surprise I did get a text. It was from and unknown number. I text back who is this and put it away.
A few minutes later my food came and she took franks order. I grabbed a fry and dipped it into my chocolate shake.
“that’s gross” frank said
I didn’t say anything. I ate my cheeseburger and was enjoying my fries and shake.
“can I try that” frank asked I just nodded and pushed it over towards him. he dipped it in and then said
“damn that is good. Miss can I get a chocolate shake and another order of fries” I giggled cause that was funny. I grabbed my phone and answered it. Cause it was ringing.
“hello”
“SARAH how are you”
“good who is this”
“im hurt you don’t know who this is… its Jepha” he said
“oh Jepha hi I was gonna call u but I realized I gave you my number and didn’t get your number” I said
“well now you got my number” he said
“yes I do”
“what are you doing” he asked
“right now im at a diner eating fries with a chocolate shake and I think I just got Fran….some guy hooked on it too.” I said
“who’s Fran” he asked
“add a k to that” I said
“frank who’s frank” he asked
“hes one of my neighbors friends” I said
Shit shit he probably heard that
“which neighbor”
“um.. you don’t know her but Stacy’s brothers friend” I said covering it up.
“ok um wanna hang with me and the guys” he asked
“not right now maybe later” I said
“ok”
“ill call you in a while I just kinda need to think right now” I said
“ok well you better call me” he said
“I will I promise” I said and hung up. I put my phone away and grabbed the check and paid it and started walking away.
“Sarah wait up” I turned and saw frank grabbing his check and running to the cashier. He paid and he ran up to me.
“why didn’t you tell me it was you” he asked
“I really just wanted to be alone” I said
“oh really” he said
“yes really” I said
“you want a ride to your house” he asked
“no I like walking I got use to this” I said and kept walking
“come on Sarah I don’t want you walking home alone” he said
“I do this all the time its ok” I said but frank grabbed my hand and pulled me back to look at him.
“Sarah come on you know you want to get a ride.” He said giving the puppy dog look.
“fine if it gets you to shut up” I said
“yay” he said and he didn’t let go of my hand till we got to his car and he opened the door for me and I got in a sat there. He got in and started his car and he was driving to my house but then he turned and went down a different street.
“frank my house is that way” I said pointing the opposite direction.
“I need you to see my parents” he said
“why” I asked
“I need to see if your who I think you are” he said
“um ok” I said and then the rest of the ride to his house was quiet.