Can I Ever Really Love You
Lying to the one I really do Love
Chapter 73
We went inside and had a party in the middle of the night I thought Mark was calling but I was wrong it was Mikey.
“Hey babe” I said Dunkley
“Hey um Sarah are you ok”
“Hell ya I’m fine babe now why don’t you come over to the hotel and fuck me”
“What Sarah do you know who your talking to” he asked
“Mark” I said
“No this is Mikey”
“Mikey my lover I miss you how are you”
“Good and I can tell your great now who is this Mark guy”
“Oh my boyfriend he started a band called Hinder.”
“That’s cool um we started a band to its called My Chemical Romance”
“That’s cool” I said
“Yea um Frank wants to talk to you” he said
“Ok I’ll talk to him” I said
“Sarah I love you I’m sorry”
“Frankie is that you. Wait no that’s not the Frank I knew he yelled at me to leave and that he doesn’t want to deal with me anymore” I said
“Sarah I’m sorry I made a mistake please come back”
“No fuck you Frank its over I have a new man in my life and I love him with all my heart.” I said
“Your lying” he said
“No I’m not I have gotten over you and I don’t want you anymore… goodbye Frank” I said and hung up. I started crying. I cant believe I finally did that. I never thought I would be able to tell Frank that ever because I still do love him and I’m not in love with Mark. I don’t think I will be able to open my heart up to him like I did with Frank.
Franks POV
“She hung up on me” I said trying to hold back the tears
“I’m sorry Frankie”
“No its my fault I shouldn’t have been how I was.” I said and walked to my room. I sat on my bed and out my head in my hands and cried. I love her and she doesn’t love me back. She has another guy that wont do what I have done to her. I never knew she would move on so fast. Fine I’ll fine someone while were on tour. Maybe I can start new with someone. Maybe it can be like how me and Sarah were suppose to be.
“Frankie get down here now” Mikey yelled
“Um ok” I said and walked down
“Were going to Florida in a few weeks” Gerard said
“Um ok” I said
“You can try and win Sarah back” Kayla said
“She has a boyfriend she loves and she said she doesn’t love me anymore”
“Right like that could happen didn’t she say she was gonna marry you” Bekah said
“Yea but that was taken off when she “died” and I never repro posed” I said
“Well lets go and get her back.. We all miss her so fucking much and she doesn’t even call anymore because shes trying to forget you and we cant handle losing one of our best friends” Danielle said
“You weren’t even really friends with her” I snapped
“Hey Frank don’t take this out on Danielle cause you screwed up” Ray said
“Fine whatever I’m not going to Florida I’m sorry” I said and started to walk back to my room.
“This isn’t just for you” Bob said
“Oh really then what else is there” I asked
“Its for the band”
“What to get me and Sarah back together” I asked
“No we have an interview and Sarah lives in that town so were gonna stop by and see her” Ray said
“Oh fine well I guess I have to go now don’t I” I said
“Yep”
“K well I want to sleep now” I said and walked back up to my room. Great Sarah wont be happy to see me and I don’t want to see her with this Mark guy. The world fucking sucks.
We went inside and had a party in the middle of the night I thought Mark was calling but I was wrong it was Mikey.
“Hey babe” I said Dunkley
“Hey um Sarah are you ok”
“Hell ya I’m fine babe now why don’t you come over to the hotel and fuck me”
“What Sarah do you know who your talking to” he asked
“Mark” I said
“No this is Mikey”
“Mikey my lover I miss you how are you”
“Good and I can tell your great now who is this Mark guy”
“Oh my boyfriend he started a band called Hinder.”
“That’s cool um we started a band to its called My Chemical Romance”
“That’s cool” I said
“Yea um Frank wants to talk to you” he said
“Ok I’ll talk to him” I said
“Sarah I love you I’m sorry”
“Frankie is that you. Wait no that’s not the Frank I knew he yelled at me to leave and that he doesn’t want to deal with me anymore” I said
“Sarah I’m sorry I made a mistake please come back”
“No fuck you Frank its over I have a new man in my life and I love him with all my heart.” I said
“Your lying” he said
“No I’m not I have gotten over you and I don’t want you anymore… goodbye Frank” I said and hung up. I started crying. I cant believe I finally did that. I never thought I would be able to tell Frank that ever because I still do love him and I’m not in love with Mark. I don’t think I will be able to open my heart up to him like I did with Frank.
Franks POV
“She hung up on me” I said trying to hold back the tears
“I’m sorry Frankie”
“No its my fault I shouldn’t have been how I was.” I said and walked to my room. I sat on my bed and out my head in my hands and cried. I love her and she doesn’t love me back. She has another guy that wont do what I have done to her. I never knew she would move on so fast. Fine I’ll fine someone while were on tour. Maybe I can start new with someone. Maybe it can be like how me and Sarah were suppose to be.
“Frankie get down here now” Mikey yelled
“Um ok” I said and walked down
“Were going to Florida in a few weeks” Gerard said
“Um ok” I said
“You can try and win Sarah back” Kayla said
“She has a boyfriend she loves and she said she doesn’t love me anymore”
“Right like that could happen didn’t she say she was gonna marry you” Bekah said
“Yea but that was taken off when she “died” and I never repro posed” I said
“Well lets go and get her back.. We all miss her so fucking much and she doesn’t even call anymore because shes trying to forget you and we cant handle losing one of our best friends” Danielle said
“You weren’t even really friends with her” I snapped
“Hey Frank don’t take this out on Danielle cause you screwed up” Ray said
“Fine whatever I’m not going to Florida I’m sorry” I said and started to walk back to my room.
“This isn’t just for you” Bob said
“Oh really then what else is there” I asked
“Its for the band”
“What to get me and Sarah back together” I asked
“No we have an interview and Sarah lives in that town so were gonna stop by and see her” Ray said
“Oh fine well I guess I have to go now don’t I” I said
“Yep”
“K well I want to sleep now” I said and walked back up to my room. Great Sarah wont be happy to see me and I don’t want to see her with this Mark guy. The world fucking sucks.