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Sleep

Chapter ThirtyThree

The next morning, I awoke to a slight breeze on my arms. I shivered, and rolled around to face the window. my blindes were fluttering in the breeze and sun was shining in through the cracks. I could vaugly see movment in Lyes room. I was freaked out that I spelt, but also releaved that I didn't ahve any night terrors. I must ahve been too tired.

I glaced down at my arms, swollen and red, and sighed. This always happens when I cut, the next day, all I feel is regret and pain. I took a deep breath in and glanced at my phone.
1:32
Holy fuck. I slept late. There was one voicemail from my mother, and a text message from Lye.
"Hi baby, call me when you get this okay? I'm at Mandy's..we're going over options about jobs and stuff, and so I wanna have your say on everything, K love? call me, love you."
I love how she just forgets everything that had happened over the past day. I sighed, and deleted the message. I'd call her eventually, when I had cooled down and forgotten, like her, about last night.
The text from Lye stated I should call him when I wake up, and that he hopes I slept well. I texted him to come over in half an hour, and that I was going to have a shower.

The water hit my back and i closed my eyes. It was amazing how shower could help you.Get clean.Get warm.Cool down. Calm down. amazing. I winced as teh water splashed on my red angry cuts, and I tried to wash the flakes of blood away.Some started to re-bleed, and I started to re-cry.
Pull it together dude. Come on.
I took deep breaths, adn concentrated on washing my hair.

After a long shower, that resulted in me only getting out because the hot water ran out, I went to my room and shoved on a pair of jeans and a wife beater, and then a sweater. I dried my hair, and straightend the ends.
I never do shit like this when I'm not going out..All this for a boy, I'm like a fucking girl. I smlied at my reflection, knowing that Lye would be over soon. Just as I though that, low and behold, Lye was pulling open my window, and shoving himself in, falling on the bed.

"Fuck my life!" He whined, as I l,aughed, and jumped on the bed beside him.
"I missed you." I smiled.
"You seem so happy now.Are you okay right now?" Lye asked tentativly
I smiled, and nodded. "Im fine Lye, all thanks to you."
Lye returned the smile, and took my hand.

"Everything I do will always be for you."
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