Can it be...Love?
Bye
Its been 4 days since I have spoken to Victoria. She has left messages on my phone crying and begging me to come back but I just cant. When I needed her she was no where to be found. When I needed grandma she was right there by my side assuring me there was nothing to worry about. If I go back to Victoria she will only take up most of my time, and that will only take from grandma which I don’t need happening. Why can't life just love me and let me be? Why do I have to go through things like this? I need someone here for me now. I am staying in a hotel right now and today I have decided to stay home. Well, it was more like the doctors forced me to I wasn’t able to see grandma because they told me to rest. I haven’t spoken to Michael in a while, I am going to call him.
"Hello" came a woman’s voice
"Hello is Michael available?" I asked
"yes may I ask who is calling?" she said
"yes this is Janiqua" I said looking at the ceiling (they really need a paint job dome in here)
"Mrs. Janiqua Greenwood?" she asked sounding surprised
"yes is there a problem?" I asked confused
"Oh no just give me one second" she said
...
"hello" Michael said when he picked up the phone
"hey what are you doing?" I asked
"Nothing sitting in my room, what you doing?" he asked
"In my hotel room being bored" I said throwing my pencil up in the air
"What are you doing in a hotel room?" he asked confused
"I cant go back home it is along story" I said with a sigh
"with yo momma?" he asked
"no with V" I said
"why don’t I come over?" he asked
"okay sure" I said with a smile then gave him directions
* * *
"Hey" I said opening the door so Michael can come in
"hey so what about that long story?" he said as we sat down
"well, I was at the hospital with grandma and V called me, now the day before this she had an attitude and was crying and all that crap, well I was at the hospital and she called my crying saying she needed to speak to me so I hurried home so, when I got home she was in her room crying and she started talking to me and then she told me she was pregnant" i said
"what!?" he said astonished
"I know well so she started crying and I was telling her it was going to be okay and then she told me that is why she could come and visit me in the hospital, then I asked well why couldn’t you visit Grandma Grace and that’s when she started saying she didn’t like her and never did I mean like who could say something like that? That is her grandmother and then I told her I had to leave and she really disappointed me and then that’s when she started to scream and cry and calling me back, but I just can't go back not after what she said" I said looking at the ground
"I know what you mean" he said giving me a hug than my phone rang
"yes" I said
"yes is this Janiqua Greenwood?" asked a man
"yes this is she may I help you?" I asked afraid that i had already knew the answer
"yes I am sorry to tell you that your Grandmother is dying she doesn’t have much time left may you please come to Frank Hospital?" he asked
"yes" I whispered
"are you okay J?" asked Michael looking at my face
"may you please drive me to the hospital?" I asked still whispering
"lets go" he said as he got up and quickly put on his stuff
* * *
I am at the hospital
"Grandma grace?" I whispered into her ear
"can you hear me? please answer me?" I cried
"I need you "I whispered as I laid on her chest, and just then the machine indicated she was dead
"No, Grandma Grace dont leave me " I shook her as I cried
"No, No, No grandma wake up come on wake up please" I screamed and cried
"Mrs. Greenwood I am so sorry for your lost " the doctor said walking in
" No she is just sleep let her rest she is tired shhh let her rest" I said laying on her shoulders
"Mrs. Greenwood I am going to have to ask you to leave now" the doctor said trying to pull me off of her
"rest peacefully" I whispered into my grandmas ear and gave her a kiss on the cheek
"rest peacefully" I said walking out
* * *
I fell into Michaels arms and cried as everyone else patted my back and told me everything was going to be okay. Everyone came to support me except momma and Victoria. Momma was at home helping Victoria and Victoria was being too stubborn to come and give her farewells to her dead grandmother.
Bye Grandma Grace please rest in peace...
"Hello" came a woman’s voice
"Hello is Michael available?" I asked
"yes may I ask who is calling?" she said
"yes this is Janiqua" I said looking at the ceiling (they really need a paint job dome in here)
"Mrs. Janiqua Greenwood?" she asked sounding surprised
"yes is there a problem?" I asked confused
"Oh no just give me one second" she said
...
"hello" Michael said when he picked up the phone
"hey what are you doing?" I asked
"Nothing sitting in my room, what you doing?" he asked
"In my hotel room being bored" I said throwing my pencil up in the air
"What are you doing in a hotel room?" he asked confused
"I cant go back home it is along story" I said with a sigh
"with yo momma?" he asked
"no with V" I said
"why don’t I come over?" he asked
"okay sure" I said with a smile then gave him directions
* * *
"Hey" I said opening the door so Michael can come in
"hey so what about that long story?" he said as we sat down
"well, I was at the hospital with grandma and V called me, now the day before this she had an attitude and was crying and all that crap, well I was at the hospital and she called my crying saying she needed to speak to me so I hurried home so, when I got home she was in her room crying and she started talking to me and then she told me she was pregnant" i said
"what!?" he said astonished
"I know well so she started crying and I was telling her it was going to be okay and then she told me that is why she could come and visit me in the hospital, then I asked well why couldn’t you visit Grandma Grace and that’s when she started saying she didn’t like her and never did I mean like who could say something like that? That is her grandmother and then I told her I had to leave and she really disappointed me and then that’s when she started to scream and cry and calling me back, but I just can't go back not after what she said" I said looking at the ground
"I know what you mean" he said giving me a hug than my phone rang
"yes" I said
"yes is this Janiqua Greenwood?" asked a man
"yes this is she may I help you?" I asked afraid that i had already knew the answer
"yes I am sorry to tell you that your Grandmother is dying she doesn’t have much time left may you please come to Frank Hospital?" he asked
"yes" I whispered
"are you okay J?" asked Michael looking at my face
"may you please drive me to the hospital?" I asked still whispering
"lets go" he said as he got up and quickly put on his stuff
* * *
I am at the hospital
"Grandma grace?" I whispered into her ear
"can you hear me? please answer me?" I cried
"I need you "I whispered as I laid on her chest, and just then the machine indicated she was dead
"No, Grandma Grace dont leave me " I shook her as I cried
"No, No, No grandma wake up come on wake up please" I screamed and cried
"Mrs. Greenwood I am so sorry for your lost " the doctor said walking in
" No she is just sleep let her rest she is tired shhh let her rest" I said laying on her shoulders
"Mrs. Greenwood I am going to have to ask you to leave now" the doctor said trying to pull me off of her
"rest peacefully" I whispered into my grandmas ear and gave her a kiss on the cheek
"rest peacefully" I said walking out
* * *
I fell into Michaels arms and cried as everyone else patted my back and told me everything was going to be okay. Everyone came to support me except momma and Victoria. Momma was at home helping Victoria and Victoria was being too stubborn to come and give her farewells to her dead grandmother.
Bye Grandma Grace please rest in peace...