Something More

"Nick.. I am going to comfort mom and dad.." Joe said is a upset voice

"I don't care what you do, Joe" I said

"... oh ok... then I guess I will see you later." He said

"Yeah whatever"

Joe left and D hit my chest

"Ow what the hell?" I asked her

"Nick!!" She said

"What!!??"

"You're so mean to him." she said

"So.. he deserves it"

"No he doesn't nick..."

"why doesn't he!?" I said as I was starting to get highly annoyed

"I'm not going to get in a fight with you about this.." she headed for the door and I grabbed her arm

"Tell me why doesn't he deserve this?" I asked, raising my voice just a little bit.

"He's your brother, you should love him... you should love him more then you love me" she said and that set me off.

"NO I shouldn't, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MY BROTHER!! I will shout that to the world, what is so wrong with that!??" I asked

"Well don't Nick.. don't love me more." she said and I was shocked, hurt, confused.

"Fine. If you don't want me to love you more, then I don't want to love you at all." I said even though I didn't want that to happen.

"Nick.. come on" she scoffed.

"No I don't love you, ok" I said

I let her arm go and left, slamming her door behind me.

*

I couldn't beilieve him! He always let his brother get in the way of us, he could be such a jerk at times.

I tried not to cry, I begged myself not to cry.

I laid on my bed and let the tears fall.

I had no idea if Nick meant what he said.

*

I was so pissed off, She always had to feel bad for Joe. Joe Joe Joe. if she cared so much about him why doesn't she just date him instead.

I was so mad to notice I was going over speed limit and I ran a red light.

"oh shit!" I yelled