Something More

Tonight was the night, the night I'd get to fuck my girlfriend. Oh.. wait.. make love to my girlfriend.

I haven'tfucked her... made love to her for who knows how long.

I wasn't going to let anyone or anything ruin this, Not even the two girls I had a slight crush on.

I drove to school, D didn't let me drive her for some reason.

I found her by the locker talking to some friends. I went over there, opened the locker and slowly grabbed some books.I looked at D. When we both made eye contact, she looked away.

Something was wrong.

I looked at her again. She looked at me hurt and started walking.

I caught up with her.

"Hey... whats wrong?" I asked

She pushed some hair behind her ear.

".Sweetie... honey.. D... you want to talk to me?" I asked in the sweetest voice

The bell rung

"I have to go..." she told me

"skip with me" I whispered in her ear

"no." she said

"D... just this once." she looked into my eyes

" I don't-ok." she said

I grabbed her hand and secretly led her outside to my car.

Im surprised we didn't get caught!

"... so.. talk to me" I told her

"... about what?" she asked

"why do you seem... so, upset?" I asked

"I'm..I'm not upset why would you think that?" she asked me

".. I know you all too well." I said

*

He did know me. he has for over 10 years.

So... Ok I was upset.

Why you ask?

Well last night, I found out something. Kevin spilled and he told me not to tell Nick. Joe knew too and he was taking major advantage of it.

Both Kevin and Joe loved me. They hated seeing me hurt.

Thing is... I still want Nick. Even after what Kevin told me.

"D whats wrong?" he asked me

"Nothing Nick.. I promise."

"If you don't want to tell me now.. thats fine but you are going to tell me later"

"ok.." I agreed

Time flew. School had been let out and sunset had come

Nick and I went to my house

"hmmm where is everyone?" he asked me

" my mom and the kids went to visit my grandma"

"oh.. why didn't you go?" he asked me

"Did you want me to go?" I asked

"no..."

"... ok.. do you want something to eat" I asked Nick as we went into the kitchen

".Um no thanks... I just want one thing right now" He said

"and whats that?" I asked even though I obviously knew.

he grabbed me by my waist and kissed me

"you know I haven't done that all day" he said in a seductive tone and gave me an enticing smile

"Nick.." he kissed my jaw and kissed down my neck.

" I guess I can give you what I want..." I said sighing

"you guess?" he laughed

"Yep." I said

"So you don't want this?" he asked me

"... I do.. I want you" I looked at the ground, he lifted my chin up so I was looking at him

"I love you" He said

" I love you too"

*

She pulled me upstairs

I kissed her and then we were on her bed. I pulled my shirt off

she looked at my chest and then all of my body,

"what?" I asked

"have you been working out?" she asked me

I smiled and kissed her. she pulled my jeans off. Our kiss deepend then I pulled away

"wait, wait wait.. why are you the only one that has your clothes on?" I asked

She laughed a little bit

"are you going to do something about that?" she asked

I smirked

".. just maybe" I said while pulling her shirt over her head and kissed her neck. and worked my way down. I kissed the top of her breast

"Nick.." I whined

"ok. ok"

I slowly pulled her shorts off

she wrapped her arms around my neck

"Do you remember the first time, we had sex?"

"why does that matter now?" I asked

she moved her arms. and I placed them back around my neck

"yes I remember. why?" I asked

"I want this time.. to be like that"

"... You want me to feel like I hurt you.. and inexperienced?"

"...no... you were concerned about me. and I don't care if you're experienced or inexperienced or whatever as long as im with you, I don't Care."

I shook my head.

"I'll do my best"

I unclasped her bra and threw it on the ground carelessly and pulled her underwear off along with mine.

"I love you" I told her

"I love you too"

That had been the most amazing sex we have ever had.

I pushed her hair back

"... The first time we had sex.. I never told you i loved you before we did... do "it".. why did you even let me? we fought the day before and... did you let me just because the way.. i looked that day?" I asked

"nick..."

"I'm just asking this honestly D"

"No Nick.."

".. we both had a promise... a commitment to God.. and we both broke it.. together"

".. Does it even matter about the commitment? My dad asked me to make that promise and I broke it... and He let that happen to my dad.. so NOTHING matters" she said

"Hey.don't D... everything happens for a reason" I said softly

".Yeah just like how you like Cassidy and Maya? Is that happening for a reason?"

"... how do you know about that?" I asked

"So you aren't denying it?"

"D..."

"... if you want to be with one of them.. dump me.. now" She said

"I'm not dumping you" I told her

"mine as well.." she said

"what are you fucking talking about. I love you.. I fucking love you and that isn't fucking changing."

"How can I believe you?" She asked

"... D... I just told you.. its not changing. nothing is fucking changing!!! god... just listen to me."

".. Nick..."

I kissed her.. a deep hard Kiss.

"I love you" I said