Status: It's over... Rewrite to come soon.
I Wish This Was Different
022
Alley's POV
I watch as time rewinds itself.
As everything flies by me.
Knowing that I can redo everything a million times but nothing would change.
How many times have I lived this out?
How many times have I had to watch Emmett and the rest of my family die?
A hundred?
A thousand?
I couldn't do it again.
So this time I will erase everything.
All of it.
My relationship with Emmett.
My son.
My life.
Everything.
I will cease to exist in the Cullens' minds or anyone else's.
I will be just another place on the street.
And Noah will be just another helpless soul that managed to find his way into their arms.
Rose and Emmett will get the child they always wanted, and I will watch always from a distance.
I love you all. Please forgive me for what I had to do.
Emmett's POV
I looked around trying to figure out what had just happened.
I was doing... something.
"Daddy!" I turned just in time to catch Noah.
"Hey buddy." I laughed.
"Don't forget," he whispered.
"What do you mean buddy?" I asked frowning.
"Don't forget her." he whispered glancing over my shoulder into the woods.
I turned just in time to see a blur.
"Who?" I asked.
He just shook his head, and smiled.
"You know." He laughed running off.
I love you Emmett. I heard on the wind.
I couldn't help but whisper, " I love you too Alley."
Smiling and silently promising Noah to never forget.
I watch as time rewinds itself.
As everything flies by me.
Knowing that I can redo everything a million times but nothing would change.
How many times have I lived this out?
How many times have I had to watch Emmett and the rest of my family die?
A hundred?
A thousand?
I couldn't do it again.
So this time I will erase everything.
All of it.
My relationship with Emmett.
My son.
My life.
Everything.
I will cease to exist in the Cullens' minds or anyone else's.
I will be just another place on the street.
And Noah will be just another helpless soul that managed to find his way into their arms.
Rose and Emmett will get the child they always wanted, and I will watch always from a distance.
I love you all. Please forgive me for what I had to do.
Emmett's POV
I looked around trying to figure out what had just happened.
I was doing... something.
"Daddy!" I turned just in time to catch Noah.
"Hey buddy." I laughed.
"Don't forget," he whispered.
"What do you mean buddy?" I asked frowning.
"Don't forget her." he whispered glancing over my shoulder into the woods.
I turned just in time to see a blur.
"Who?" I asked.
He just shook his head, and smiled.
"You know." He laughed running off.
I love you Emmett. I heard on the wind.
I couldn't help but whisper, " I love you too Alley."
Smiling and silently promising Noah to never forget.
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There it is folks.The end.
I know it's probably not what you expected, I know it isn't what I was expecting, but this is what came out when I was typing today.
I don't like the way it ended, or the way I have written this story.
So expect a rewrite sometime soon.
Thank you all for sticking with me through all of this.
I love you all from the bottom of my heart.
XOXO
Aliyah.