Fall Away
Recipe For Disaster
I was doing everything wrong.
I shouldn’t get to know her. I shouldn’t be telling her anything about myself, any of the stories, the lies, I had come up with. She deserved better than that. She deserved better than me.
She could never know the truth about me, the truth about my job, my chore. The false hope, the fake sense of security - it wasn't fair to either of us.
I was setting myself up for disaster. I needed to leave, before something happened, before something fell apart.
But I couldn’t.
Like a moth drawn to a flame, a person unable to look away from a car crash, I was hooked on her.
And that couldn’t possibly lead to anything good.
I shouldn’t get to know her. I shouldn’t be telling her anything about myself, any of the stories, the lies, I had come up with. She deserved better than that. She deserved better than me.
She could never know the truth about me, the truth about my job, my chore. The false hope, the fake sense of security - it wasn't fair to either of us.
I was setting myself up for disaster. I needed to leave, before something happened, before something fell apart.
But I couldn’t.
Like a moth drawn to a flame, a person unable to look away from a car crash, I was hooked on her.
And that couldn’t possibly lead to anything good.
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The double update.I wasn't planning on writing this.... but then I realized I wasn't planning anything.
So the voice is back.
FVTTAM xD