The Suicidal Atheist

The Last Word

"A complicated array of nothingness was surrounding me. It was choking me... suffocating me. It was my thoughts, my emotions. What was surrounding me was killing me, but I am killing myself.
Death is not as complicated as it sounds. I mean your heart stops and so do you. Or so I believe-- or so I'd like too.
I'm surrounded by all these people who believe in something, anything, an afterlife, If you will. But I don't want anything 'after' life. No one was meant to live forever. Why would you want to?
This life has been enough. I had my good times, those sweet childhood memories. But I've had my share of adulthood, too, the sick and twisted 'dreams' that keep you up at night. But the point is, this life I've had it's enough.
Now here you are, you tell me that there can be life after death. IF I believe in your god. IF I follow his rules. Then I will go to heaven...and I will like eternally. Ugh...NO ONE was meant to live forever.
So when you meet your God tell him I'm grateful for the life I've had, for the life he gave me. But I don't want anymore.", said the atheist to the priest before he leaped from the building.