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On St Marks
[Disclaimer: This story stems out of completely true events. Also, the first ten or so chapters are terribly written, but that's because they were more in diary form than actual writing. This was the first story I ever wrote, it was what got me into writing in the first place. I have all of it written but I will put it up in pieces since I need to change some of the names. Please disregard the TERRIBLE writing of the first few chapters, but I'm sorry I'm not gonna change them because of personal significance.]
Em is a fifteen year old, oblivious-to-the-world girl when she first goes down to St. Marks and meets Jakey. Jakey is a 17 year old, drunk-for-life squatter punk. When Em gets half "kicked out", and half leaves of her own accord the next weekend, she goes to the most obvious place, and ends up living out the next four years of her life there-- On St. Marks.
This is a prequel of Burdens.
Em
Immature, oblivious to the world and sees everything in the most positive light possible. Occasionally she tries to be realistic, but is stopped by the fear of having to see how fucked up things get. Tries her best to be social and outgoing, but can get into random mood swings. As she gets older, her outlook on life becomes less and less positive... But that can change, can't it?
Jakey
Jakey's basic outlook on life is "fuck-it-all". He'll start drinking at 9am, and won't stop til he passes out at 1am. He's wreckless, but secretly cares about a lot of things. He often makes bad decisions, but is always guilty afterwards. Just a lost kid with a good conscious.
Liam
Your typical crazy-in-your-face teenage boy, plus a good dose of anarchist views and a love of punk music. He gets himself into trouble easily, but luckily manages to wiggle his way out, too.
Greg
Argumentative, political, and will explain his ways to anyone who asks. He's not living this lifestyle solely for fun-- This is what he BELIEVES in. He won't stop at anything to do what he thinks is right.
Eric
Solitary, but if you get to know him he's a fun guy, always with loads of stories to tell. The advice giver of the group. He'll always see the other side's view on things, too.
Sheena
Gets angry easily, but is also made happy easily. Won't stop at anything to defend herself, and will throw a punch in a second. She talks to pretty much anyone, about almost anything, but is only truly comfortable with her real friends.
Cloe
As oblivious and un-jaded to the world as Em is, but maybe a little more down-to-earth than her. She's paranoid but she still knows how to have fun. After living with her abusive aunt, she doesn't put up with any shit from anyone.
Em is a fifteen year old, oblivious-to-the-world girl when she first goes down to St. Marks and meets Jakey. Jakey is a 17 year old, drunk-for-life squatter punk. When Em gets half "kicked out", and half leaves of her own accord the next weekend, she goes to the most obvious place, and ends up living out the next four years of her life there-- On St. Marks.
This is a prequel of Burdens.
Em
Immature, oblivious to the world and sees everything in the most positive light possible. Occasionally she tries to be realistic, but is stopped by the fear of having to see how fucked up things get. Tries her best to be social and outgoing, but can get into random mood swings. As she gets older, her outlook on life becomes less and less positive... But that can change, can't it?
Jakey
Jakey's basic outlook on life is "fuck-it-all". He'll start drinking at 9am, and won't stop til he passes out at 1am. He's wreckless, but secretly cares about a lot of things. He often makes bad decisions, but is always guilty afterwards. Just a lost kid with a good conscious.
Liam
Your typical crazy-in-your-face teenage boy, plus a good dose of anarchist views and a love of punk music. He gets himself into trouble easily, but luckily manages to wiggle his way out, too.
Greg
Argumentative, political, and will explain his ways to anyone who asks. He's not living this lifestyle solely for fun-- This is what he BELIEVES in. He won't stop at anything to do what he thinks is right.
Eric
Solitary, but if you get to know him he's a fun guy, always with loads of stories to tell. The advice giver of the group. He'll always see the other side's view on things, too.
Sheena
Gets angry easily, but is also made happy easily. Won't stop at anything to defend herself, and will throw a punch in a second. She talks to pretty much anyone, about almost anything, but is only truly comfortable with her real friends.
Cloe
As oblivious and un-jaded to the world as Em is, but maybe a little more down-to-earth than her. She's paranoid but she still knows how to have fun. After living with her abusive aunt, she doesn't put up with any shit from anyone.
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Spanging For Jackets
Em meets Jakey, and boy is she feeling badass. -
So This Is What It Feels Like?
Em knows she's just met him, but she thinks she's starting to like this boy. -
Subways And Kisses
Em is sure experiencing a lot of "First"s today. -
Unbelievable
Our protagonist is pretty much in shock. -
Leaving Home
Sometimes an on-impulse decision can define the whole rest of your life. -
Up to Union and Back to St Marks
Em and Josh discuss, well, everything. -
Too Innocent For Her Own Good
Em is pretty oblivious to a lot of the world around her. -
I'm Not Pretty
That moment when you realize the power you have in your hands is a very weird one... -
*** Cops
The first run in with the pigs is almost always one of the worst. -
So Excited
Em is ***ing hyped to not have to go home. -
Off To The Squat
Jakey's still hot for Em. -
Milestones in the Moonlight
And Em still likes Jakey. -
Guilt, Parks, and Stolen Food
Talking to Jakey will make Em feel better, right? -
"***ing Punk Kids!"
Only the first of many times Em and Jakey get kicked out of somewhere... -
Life Goes On...
Even something as "crazy" as this begins to develop a routine. -
Unexpected Visitors
Em gets a surprise house guest, but she's not there for her. -
Truth or Dare
Liam and Em are really ***ing bored. -
An Old Friend
Someone pops up who's pretty worried about our protagonist. -
Whirlpool
This life sucks you in. -
It Ain't Beer, It's Blood
Sure, bruises from moshpits are common. But knife wounds? Not so much. -
Hospitals Smell Like Death
Hopefully that isn't an omen for anything... -
Thank ***ing God
Of course Greg manages to pull through. -
Coney Island, Once Again
But this time it's under much different circumstances. -
Summertime's Coming...
And Em kinda feels like there's something missing in her life. -
Spontaneity is Good
Especially when it earns you a new friend. -
One More Song
And sometimes you meet new people who are not quite what they seem. -
To Jas-Mart!
The best post-show hangout ever! -
Don't Lose Your Temper
But Danny's making it ***ing hard for Em not to! -
The Swimming Pool Kid
Turns out, Danny was always crazy! -
Best Friends?
Em and Cloe are near-soulmates, it seems. -
Don't Hit Girls
But it's not like Danny cares. -
Back In The Hospital
But this time it's not Greg who's in the hospital bed. -
Delirious
Em doesn't wanna stay here. -
*** Cops, Part Two
And sometimes the pigs don't let you go. -
Another Milestone Passed
Em's losing more innocence every single day. -
Betrayal
Nothing ever stays perfect. -
The Morning After
No matter what life you're living, things are bound to get crappy sometimes. -
A Break From NYC
The gang is off to Philly! -
The Bus Ride
Cloe and Em let their immature sides shine. -
Wake Up
We're here! -
Let's Go Stealing!
Uh, I meant shopping! -
Getting Ready
Vice Squad, hell yeah! -
Back To The Squat
But Jakey and Em aren't sleeping tonight. -
Wandering
Steelies, overpasses, and your boyfriend... It's all good. -
Staying In Philly
This gang couldn't stay together forever. -
And The Years Fly By
Your perception of time gets twisted when you're living on the streets. -
Avenue A Alleyways
What do you wish for when you only want one thing, and you have it? -
Nineteen
How did four weeks turn into four years? -
"Sure, You Could Hop To Philly!"
Ya think? -
Is This The End?
Because Em can't picture going on after it. -
It's Been Years
Maybe leaving wasn't the best decision after all? -
Remnants
Em wants to get rid of every shred of her old life. -
Riding The Rails
Em just wants to escape. -
Molly
Trying to throw away your personality is a hard thing to do. -
Kira
Leaving people behind is hard, too. -
Anna
Maybe things can get better? -
Em
But trying to rid yourself of everything is the hardest. -
Maybe I'm In Heaven?
A girl can hope, right? -
All Alone
Em always looked down on those lonely hospital patients. She never thought she'd turn into one. -
But Life Has Turned On Me
As least Em has writing as a vice... Well, that and alcohol. -
Is That The Life For Me?
Em's doubting it... -
Finally Found
This is surreal. -
Home At Last
And it feels just perfect. -
New Boots
The tables are turning, and this time it looks like they're in Em's favor.