I Love Him, I Love Him Not.
Prologue
Let me get this out in the open:
I dated Brendon Urie.
No sugar coating or beating around the bush. I dated him. In high school. I’m not going to tell you that he was the best boyfriend of my life, because he wasn’t. I’m also not going to tell you that I regret breaking his heart, because I don’t.
Don’t get me wrong, he was a great boyfriend– sweet, funny, cute, and just an all around amazing guy. He had a great smile and deep brown eyes that ever girl swooned over even if they wouldn’t admit it.
He was perfect. For other girls.
I mean, I loved him. While it lasted. But soon, I got tired of dating the good boy. I wanted someone bad ass. Someone who scared me, but it was hard to be afraid.
So, I cheated on him. Brendon. And when he found out, he, of course, broke up with me.
And now, four years later, I miss him.
And it’s too late.
I dated Brendon Urie.
No sugar coating or beating around the bush. I dated him. In high school. I’m not going to tell you that he was the best boyfriend of my life, because he wasn’t. I’m also not going to tell you that I regret breaking his heart, because I don’t.
Don’t get me wrong, he was a great boyfriend– sweet, funny, cute, and just an all around amazing guy. He had a great smile and deep brown eyes that ever girl swooned over even if they wouldn’t admit it.
He was perfect. For other girls.
I mean, I loved him. While it lasted. But soon, I got tired of dating the good boy. I wanted someone bad ass. Someone who scared me, but it was hard to be afraid.
So, I cheated on him. Brendon. And when he found out, he, of course, broke up with me.
And now, four years later, I miss him.
And it’s too late.
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Short, but it's only the prologue. I should have chapter one out either by tomorrow or later tonight. Probably later tonight because I'm not satisfied with this shitty prologue.Comments are amazing and they make me smile. :D
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