Don't Blame Me for Being Me

Chapter 47
The contour of your lips, they match the continents and I still love the way that you taste (I still love new places and new people, new shows and new feelings)
We were in Louisiana, in Baton-Rouge. My Chemical Romance, as Dasha and me found out, will play shows together with Fall Out Boy the rest of the tour. It has gladdened us, of course. So, this time Dasha and me had to ask Pete for a permission to have night out with Frank Iero. And we got it through a hard process of persuading. Well, Dasha, Frank and me met and decided to go to some club. We got into taxi and drove there. After spending a pretty good enough time at the bar, we didn’t reach a necessary result xD. Then Frank walked away somewhere and returned with Mikey Way! Dasha wasn’t glad of it ‘cause she likes him not much. But I accepted Mikey very hearty xD. He took a seat next to us and looked at Dasha with an interest.
“Don’t look at me so strictly, boy”, she said to him.
Mikey booked a drink to himself.
“And you’re better when you smile”, she added.
“Definitely better”, I approved.
So, he began smiling xD. He said some compliments to Dasha, her eyes and other parts of her body xD. After some time and a little conversation we decided to go to couches in chill-out. As for me, I got tired to sit on that inconvenient chair for that long. Well, we got there and were found by Ray Toro. Of course, when Dasha and me began to fond of MCR we could not see such quaint man as Ray xD. We don’t deny he’s a great guitarist, but as for other things…we kinda don’t like him. Dasha’s always had a confident feeling that at a encounter he would pester to only her from all girls on the planet. Well, she was right. First thing Ray did after we were introduced was to sit next to Dasha and offer to book a drink for her xD. Dasha and me run away to a dance floor xD. Boys were watching us and Ray even tried to take a video with dancing Dasha xD. When we returned, Ray began his “militant” actions of winning Dasha and her love xD. It was funny to watch, to be honest xD. Dasha, of course, wasn’t glad of such attention. After some time she and Frank went away from the club. Ray was sad and asked me for Dasha’s mobile number. I thought up some excuse for not giving it xD. But anyway it took much time to explain that for him. So, when he went away, Mikey and me breathed with a relief xD. We booked some more cocktails and began talking closer. Mikey is a handsome guy. I liked being with him so much. We had a very interesting and smart conversation. It contrasted with previous night together very much xD. We talked about problems of the world, about computer systems and games, about literature (I could make him get interested in Russian classics) and something else. Some time we spoke about Gerard, his brother. Then we came to speak about our own families, then about the concept of family at all and finished with telling funny stories from our childhoods xD. It was almost a time of closing the club when we eventually got outta there. We caught taxi and drove to the hotel Fall Out Boy (and Dasha&me with them) stayed. Mikey saw me off to the reception. We hugged each other goodbye and he went away. I made my way to my hotel room. Not knowing how much time it was then, I knocked on the door of boys’ room to find out when we’d go ahead from that town. Well, I knocked. There was no reply for a long time. I thought they just left me in that town. I even was scared a little. I just couldn’t guess it was 6 a.m. and the people was just sleeping. After some minutes of my beating the door, I saw Trohman’s head and sleepy face in the doorway.
“Are you crazy?” he mumbled. “What do you need?”
“Oh, you’re here. Fuck, it’s good”, I breathed with a relief.
“That’s all you needed?”
“Where’re the others?”
“we all are sleeping”.
“Oh, clear”.
“That’s all?”
“No. When we’ll go ahead?”
He looked down at his watches.
“Soon. After an hour and a half”, he replied.
“Don’t forget about us”, I tapped his head lovely.
“I’ve never had a normal sleep while you are with us”, he complained.
“you fastly forgot your sleep after a shower. We were sleeping together and it was wonderful, Trohman. You’re sick at your memory”, I smiled.
“yeah, sorry”, he smirked. “Where’ve you been?”
“Walking under stars”, I replied.
“alone? you and stars?”
“Dasha was too. But she’s at her room for a long time. Well, bye. To go to a bed has no sense now, as I can see”, I said.
“For me too now, thank you”, Joe smirked.
“you’re complaining too much for such short conversation, Trohman. It’s a jewish habit”, I said.
“Fuck you. Go pack your stuffs”, he said bye such a way and closed the door.
I smiled and went into my room. Of course, I wasn’t gonna fall asleep, so I began playing some stupid game at my mobile. After some time I packed Dasha’s and my stuffs. Then I thought it would be okay to go check boys and came to them. I controlled a process of their gathering and then returned to awake Dasha. We got ready and talking came at the reception. Boys came soon too and we left that city.
Next state was Alabama. Entering it, Dasha and me felt there would be no good fun. We didn’t like Alabama. We didn’t want to drink there xD. So, when we arrived to Birmingham we didn’t go to find out what alcohol is in sales xD. We just followed boys at backstage. To addition we weren’t there for ages. After sound check, we returned to a hotel while guys stayed in venue. Dasha and me decided to spend some time sitting on a couch opposite to the reception and talking. After a few minutes we could see the next thing. The exit door got opened and we saw Mikey Way walking into. He kept the door and somebody pushed Frank into the hotel. Then Gerard came in holding Frank by a hood of his clothes. Mikey walked to the reception for the key and Gerard was leading Frank to an elevator slowly. Dasha and me understood that Mr.Iero already got tight somewhere and with somebody xD. I guess MCR was in that city more time than us. Well, after noticing Dasha and me, boys came up. Iero even ran up. So, we could determine what company Frank was drinking with by a smell of alcohol. Brothers were “good” too. We felt ourselves discontent and inconvenient. They drank and we didn’t xD. Well, Frank tried to lay next to us, the brothers were holding each other mumbling “we have to go”. Dasha and me pushed away Frank laughing and feeling a lil’ disgust to him then. We sent them off and waited for our boys. They came after a half of an hour and we followed them into their room. Entering the room and not seeing a pleasant surprise like a table with food and drinks, they looked at us suspiciously.
“Girls, will we have a bender in your room?’ Trohman asked.
“Yeah, where will we drink tonight?” Pete added.
“Um…i think, nowhere”, I said being surprised a little.
“Who told you we will drink?” Dasha asked.
“Joking aside! Where? Downtown? You booked some restaurant? Or surprise is waited for us in the hotel?” Pete said.
“We’re serious. We don’t drink today”, we replied.
“I don’t believe, to be honest”, Joe smirked.
“I’ll laugh hard, if we find out then you’d go out somewhere without us”, Andy said making hints at something.
“we go nowhere. TV, book, laptop. Here’s our entertainment”, I said firmly.
“I hoped not for TV and book”, Pat sighed smiling.
“Pat, you’re stupid. Iero is their TV and book. He’s already drunken. They went out now and you won’t find them till tomorrow at best”, Andy said pointing at us and the door.
“What?” our jaws dropped out.
“You’re not kidding saying you won’t drink tonight?” Pete asked.
“More than that. We didn’t drink”, I said.
“Why? What’s happened?” Joe came up asking.
“Just…just b…because”, I confused ‘cause of his look. “I have another plans”, I smiled.
“oh, really?” he asked. “I have a bottle of cognac, by the way”.
“Is it not too much to drink cognac everyday, star?” Dasha asked.
“the question is closed. We don’t drink. Don’t persuade us”, I aid,
“And if you don’t believe, it’s your problem. We’re going to our room to read books. Bye”, Dasha said opening the door.
“We’ll see you off”, Pete said.
“great idea. I’m not gonna wait for them and see their puffed from bender faces tomorrow morning”, Andy told.
“It’s you who’s puffed”, I snapped.
So, Patrick and Pete saw us off to our hotel room (just some metres away from their one). Pete kissed Dasha goodbye, we waved our hands and got into the room. First thing we did was making order in our stuffs. Then we switched on TV, watched it for an hour. After we did many other useful things. After 2 hours we had unexpected visitor. Frank Iero got into our room with no knocking.
“Girls! Why are you sitting here like strict beavers? Let’s go to us. We have much fun and much to drink too and other stuff like that”, he was tangling into words and letters.
Hearing “to drink” Dasha and me groaned xD. It turned to be very funny how others were urging us to take a drink. So, we began refusing and trying to think up a good excuse. We tried many variants but Frank didn’t believe any of it. We had to say we’d come to his company later. Merry Frank blew a kiss for us being in a doorway to us and walked away. Next 10 minutes we kept silence. Each of us was thinking what good time we could have if we followed Frank xD. But we kept being in our room and were proud of our willpower xD. As it seemed later, it was not in vain. When our boys returned from their show, they visited our room. We didn’t know about it, so it was around 11 p.m., Dasha and me were gonna lay into our own beds. We just changed our clothes for night ones and were making beds for ourselves, when Andy, Joe and Pete came into the room not worrying to knock before it.
“You weren’t taught to knock at first?!” Dasha and me yelled.
Pete apologized kissing Dasha’s forehead and Joe smirked looking me up and down.
“Fuck”, we heard Andy’s voice in that silence.
“Oh, I know why you’re here!” it dawned at me that they wanted to check us.
“You wanted to make sure we’re in our room?” Dasha asked straight.
Pete looked down at his feet, Joe was smiling and Andy looked disappointed.
“Andy thought we and Iero were rolling here being drunk?” Dasha asked. “this is his favorite fantasy. Just fantasy”, Dasha looked at Pete.
“No matter. I’ll get the truth someday. You three fuck, I’m sure”, he said rudely and walked away.
“Crazy”, I said about him but looked at Joe.
“Why me? What did I do?” he asked being surprised.
“I’m about Andy. He’s crazy with his thoughts about us and Frank. You’re normal, Trohman”, I explained.
“don’t worry, girls. We don’t believe him”, Pete said.
“it’s good, ‘cause all what he tells is his sick mind and inflammated imagination”, I said.
Boys chuckled.
“Actually, we were going to have a sleep, when you widely rushed into our room”, Dasha said.
“We have to go?” Pete asked her and gave a kiss.
“Trohman, you satisfied your curiosity?” I asked.
“Yeah, completely”, he replied.
We looked into each other’s eyes for a moment.
“So, then that’s all”, I said.
“Yeah”, he sighed.
Joe pulled Pete away from Dasha and they went away. We locked our room and fell asleep. It was very good that we didn’t approve Andy’s suppositions about Frank xD.