Don't Blame Me for Being Me

Chapter 53
If I could move you’re sure it would only be to crawl back to you (So bottle up old love, And throw it out to sea)
Well, Frank and me…we’re friends with no intentions to be lovers. Then it just wasn’t serious and now we decided not to mess around and just be pals. I didn’t say I heard Frank and Gerard’s conversation then and didn’t ask what Gerard’s words were meant. Anyways I don’t think about them xD.
Trohman and me…we’re on the edge to hate each other but now just indifferent. Sometimes we mock and sneer at each other. Our conversations are real amusement for others and it’s really all our contacting. Nothing more just joking around xD.
Dasha, Bob and me…xD. Nothing can stop us to meet and have a great time together xD. In a day we called Bob and agreed to meet again. Fall Out Boy and we (Dasha and me) entered North Carolina. Dasha and me only then realized how far we are from LA and how far our fate threw us xD. We were on another, opposite side of USA…Amazing.
So, at afternoon we arrived at Charlotte. As Dasha and me already knew, MCR had a show last night and planned to go ahead at the evening, TAI will rock on stage tomorrow but were already in the city. After arriving at hotel our boys almost at once went to a concert-hall. Before it Dasha and me asked Pat how much time they’d spend there and when they’d return. Well, they planned to be there exactly till the show and for the show itself, of course. Dasha and me had almost the whole day for ourselves. We called Beckett. He was completely free and agreed to go for a walk with us. He and the band had stayed at the same hotel with us, so we agreed to meet near reception in hour. We called Bob too, of course. He promised to come too. Dasha and me changed our clothes for the nicest ones xD and to the right time came down to reception. We gave there the key of our room and sat on a couch near. Bob soon came too and we all waited for Beckett. But he was absent for a long time. We all were tried to wait and I decided to come for him in TAI’s hotel room. Dasha and Bob stayed at the first floor and I walked to elevator. It lifted me up to a necessary floor and I found TAI’s room. Their tour manager Toni opened the door for me. I introduced myself and explained whom and for what I was seeking. He let me in. As it was found out Will was just sleeping xD. He forgot about Dasha and me and his promise. I awoke him, made him dress, brushed his hair and checked he took his wallet xD. With a conversation we both came down to Dasha and Bob.
“Well, guys, where we are planning to go to?” I asked when we finally gathered.
“I think we need to find some relaxing and cozy place”, Bob said.
But Bill and Dasha demanded to go to somewhere kinda Disneyland or just Adventuredome if it was in that city. So, the idea wasn’t bad and firstly we asked at reception if such kind of entertainment was in the city. There we were talked approvingly and administrator even said the direction where we could find sort of Disneyland. We walked out from the hotel and caught taxi. Hell, as if I knew such adventures would wait for us, I took my camera xD. Well, we drove to some Adverturedome and got out from the car. All at once we bought a cotton candy at sweet corn stall. Everybody from us had that big piece of white sugar stuff xD. Nom, nom, nom xD. Then we decided what attraction we’ll have first. It was a roller-coaster ride, of course. The one we choose was in style of Indiana Jones xD. Everybody except for Dasha had time to eat their own cotton candies. And we decided she’d eat it after taking a seat in a rail while other people would fill the rail. But she couldn’t. Somehow very quickly the people did that and we just began riding. Dasha and Bob were in front of Bill and me. I pressed my back to the seat tightly and took Bill’s hand xD. He looked at me and smiled. At the fast speed we both saw some white cloud that flied quickly between us. As Dasha and Bob were laughing, we guessed it was Dasha’s cotton candy. Bill and me could turned around to see where it flied further. But the cotton candy stopped on a face of some woman xD. To be exactly, it was in her hair xD. Well, it’s roller coaster, be ready to everything xD. My laughter at that case ended when our train fastly ride down from a high point right into a big puddle of water called “river” at all of those decorations of Wild West xD. I got wet, as much as the guys. During the ride we got shaked forward and backward, right and left. Bill and me, as people who was brought up by and grew up in Roller Coaster xD, had a time to talk also xD. Well, soon the ride ended. We got out and slightly reeling was standing and choosing the next attraction. Dasha and me led boys to shooting-range. Bill tried to win a toy for us, but wasn’t successful and got a consolation prize – a small Spiderman xD. We were laughing thinking what we will do with it and eventually decided to present the Spiderman to some boy. Yeah, it was a good idea. So, with a smile which can win a favor of children of any age, Bob came up to some 9 years old boy and gave him the Spiderman after asking if he likes comics and Spiderman xD. Well, the next attraction was sightseeing trip at big circle construction with cabins. We all took one of them. The height we were raised was scaring. Dasha and me as the softer sex were scared and looked being scared. Beckett was taking photos of our faces xD. Bob was soothing us and Beckett, at opposite, tried to swing the cabin, was telling “let’s open the door”, laughing and etc. xD. After some circles that stress ended xD and we got on the ground eventually. Then we chose some more attractions. Bob and I were at sort of Mad Tea Party! It was crazy and hilarious. After it I couldn’t go on the ground normally for good 20 minutes xD. I felt bad, really. The reality was reeling around xD. Well, after about two hours being spent there, we left that place. But before we bought a boomerang for some reason. And when we were walking along a street, Bob jokingly tried to throw it and was scaring people around xD. Walking we saw a photo booth. Of course, we rushed there. Firstly, Dasha and Bob locked there xD. Bill and me stayed outside and were catching their pics. They were very funny. Then Dasha called Bill inside too and for some time I stayed alone. Then we all piled in the booth and the pics were just with pieces of our faces. Then boys came out and Dasha and me made some cute photos of ourselves. Then Dasha left and I called Bill to me. Some cute photos with him too xD. Then pics with Bob also and pics only with Bob (amazing!!!) and only with myself xD. After an hour or less we finally left the booth. All of pics I threw in my bag and we all thought where we could calm down and discuss today’s adventures laughing at pics we took xD. So we randomly chose a restaurant and spent time there with a good wine, delicious food and interesting conversation. But time was passing fastly and Dasha and me needed to come back to our hotel rooms before FOB’s return. So we all drove back to the hotel. On our way to the entrance we met Adam Siska. He grabbed William aside and after a little chat they just ran away for their deals. Dasha and me rushed to the reception and gave the key of our room. Also we asked if guys from FOB didn’t return. Thanks Lord, no. We weren’t late. Dasha and me breathed out with a relief. Bob asked the key for his room, but he was told that nobody brought the key back here. It meant his guys were in the room. Bob even invited us there, but we had to refuse ‘cause of the latest event and suspicions. On the way to an elevator we all met Frank Iero and stopped for talking. Dasha and me were glancing at the exit door all the time. We had not much time and decided to leave the boys. When the elevator came, Dasha and me walked there and already pushed a necessary button. But in the last moment Mikey jumped into the elevator to us. We greeted each other and the elevator already began lifting us up. After less than a minute a light went out and the elevator stopped.
“Nice”, I said with a bit of irony.
“We got stuck?” Mikey asked.
“So dark”, we heard Dasha’s voice.
“Where are you?” I asked Dasha ‘cause I knew Mikey was in front of me.
“Here”, she replied and we took our hands. “What to do?”
“Mikey, what to do? Save us”, I said half-serious.
“Okay, okay. Can you light here by something, may be, your mobiles or lighters? I think the button for such cases should be here somewhere”, Mikey replied.
Dasha and pulled out our mobiles. But Mikey’s searching of a needed button was in vain. It was still dark, immovable and…funny xD. However Dasha and me feared that soon boys would return and see us coming out from the elevator with Mikey. Bad…Then we guessed to call Frank and asked him to deal with it with a help of the administration and service staff xD. And we let ourselves to have a chat.
“From where so beautiful?” Mikey asked us.
“In a darkness you noticed the beauty?” Dasha smirked.
“By touch”, Mikey joked.
“We didn’t touch each other, don’t lie”, I joked back. “We could feel”.
We all laughed. So, we spent another 2 minutes such a way. Dasha and me were worrying more and more. Mikey was trying to calm us down. But only moving up elevator could calm us down xD. We called Frank again but he did all he could. After some seconds the light was on again and with out joyful “Oooh!” the elevator began going down at the first floor, as we could guess. And there were Bob and Frank waiting for us xD. They invited to their room again to calm down after such stress xD. We replied that being stuck in one elevator with Mikey is very pleasurable stress and not a stress at all. Well, we left them and ran to our room preferring stairway that time xD. It was not very long – just to sixth floor. We entered our room quickly and all at once hided all things we got from this walking with Bob and Bill. Then we took quick showers and sat on a couch staring at TV and thinking if the boys came back or not. Probably, no. ‘Cause they came to us only after 40 minutes and asked how we spent time without them.
“We were watching TV”, we replied.
“You didn’t go anywhere?” Andy asked.
I think since recently the main task and headache Dasha and me have is thinking what and how right to answer Andy’s tricky questions xD. They can seem to be simple, but still…
“Why? No, we had a lil’ walk near the hotel, not far”, I replied.
“Where to?” Andy asked firmly.
“Near the hotel. Some stores”, Dasha supported me.
“What you bought?” Andy kept on.
“We have money?” I asked with an irony.
“May be”, he replied.
“You guessed wrong”, I said.
“Thanks, of course, that we look like people with money in your eyes”, Dasha smirked.
“How was your show?” I asked boys.
“Good. As usual. Almost”, Pete said. “Why did you not come? You do like to roam around backstage”.
“This time we felt lazy to go there”, Dasha replied.
“I swear I’ll never come to see Trohman”, I said loudly.
“Why?” he asked, of course. “Am I sickening you?”
“Sure. And disgusting and stomach-turning”, I added with a smirk. “Just ugly at all”.
“Me?” he asked.
“Sure, a good appearance of other people who are here now is no doubt”, I said firmly.
“Other girls don’t have such opinion about me”, Joe said.
“Girls? What girls? You’re queer”, I replied.
“It’s your fantasies”, Trohman snapped.
“I’m still in my mind, Joe. Believe me, I don’t dream about you being a gay”, I chuckled.
“Oh, you have dreams of another sort”, Joe looked at me indecently.
But I just shrugged off.
“I don’t wanna argue with you another time about this. You don’t want me as a woman, I know it since recently. So for what to start talking about it?” I said and went to my bed.
I thought they all walked away soon, except for, may be, Pete. But to Dasha and my surprise Pete said the next.
“Well, girls, we have to go to another town now. Not far from here, but still…We need to see some local band, what’s its name?” Pete looked at Andy.
“Tantrum Tree”, he prompted.
“Yeah, we wanna see them. So, after an hour we leave”, Pete ended.
Dasha and me sighed.
“Okay”, we both said and walked to our suitcases.