Crashing Down

Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Pride, and Oliver Sykes.

He was not only my seventh, most deadly sin, but he was all of them combined, set and ready to ruin every moment of free thinking and self worth. I would need him; I could become nothing with out him. His venom, disguised beautifully, would poison me, building and spreading, tainting me.

He was my inability to control myself, the desire and want that consumed me, the inactivity involving anything but him, my unrestrained anger for how he devoured me, my jealousy, his ever growing self esteem, and the reason I went back for more.

Oliver Sykes was my lust, my downfall, and I would have it no other way.

I'm going back to the beginning, back where it all started, back to a time when he didn't control my life.