Unsent

6/24

David,

You are most definitely not my first choice in guys, but you're getting towards the top. I'm really sorry if that sounds unbelievably offensive, but I'm really good at making something 10x worse then I mean it. It doesn't matter all that much either simply because I doubt that you'll ever read this. I thought that earlier this year I'd be able to tell you what I'm writing in here, but I guess not.

To be truthfully honest, I didn't notice you at first this year. I'm not actually sure when I DID start noticing you. Maybe science fourth hour or something. I'm not too sure.

i wish that you would realize that if you did/do ask me out, that I would most likely say yes. But now I doubt that you like me like that, like, at all.

Anyways, I realize this isn't that long, but it doesn't really matter because I doubt that I'll ever be able to call you mine.

Love,
Lissa

(Just so you know, I'm really sorry about that one day in science when I got annoyed at you when you kept asking if we had vocab. or not, but I had just come from a bad day in gym and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball, cry, go to theater, and hug and talk to Rachel.)