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6/27

Ryan,

I like you. I think that you are one of the sweetest guys I know and I absolutely love your voice. I'm sorry if I seem like a creeper. I try not to, which sometimes just makes it worse. I really just wanted to get to know you better and be a better friend and more then just "the mic person" to you. I'm sorry if it got a little ridiculous.

I want you to know about that one day where it was rehearsal for the Cabaret and it was Eric and Ben singing that if I seemed kind of pissed, it wasn't at you. I had been having a really tough and annoying day and Mr. L was just being unbelievably annoying. Along with Alanna.

I hope that you have a really great life and find everything that you're looking for. You have an amazing voice and an ever more amazing personality. I loved your hugs and will always cherish them for as long as I live and hope that maybe you'll remember me in you life. I mean, more than as the creepy mic chick.

Oh, and know that I'm not one of the chicks that likes you only 'cause you're one of the hottest things alive. I'm a chick that likes you for who you are. Especially personality. Sorry if that sounds really cheesy, but it's true.

Hope you can beat the drugs!

Love always,
Lissa