Wicked Rose

I must have fell asleep because I woke up hours later, it was sunlight and he still wasn't back. I Tried the door again and than I realized that he had left his cell phone. I called my apartment, hopping that Ville was there and safe. No one picked up. Than I called the front desk from the number in the drawer and told them that I had been kidnapped and locked in this room. I told them the room belonged to Alexi something and they assured me that they were on they're way and they would call the police.

I was free and surrounded by people and their questions. I said I was walking home with my boyfriend when we were attacked and I was taken here where he tried to rape me but was called away to go kill someone he had tried to have hired help kill. The police believed me. Why shouldn't they. It's not like they're thinking, hey this girls' story doesn't make sense…unless you add the fact that they're vampires! No, they let me go home after a few hours and they said they had every cop in town on this, they thought he was the serial killer they were looking for. I couldn't tell them that they were right.

Ville wasn't there and I was getting more worried. How did some younger vampire over power Ville? It didn't make sense. He promised to protect me and he wasn't doing that great of a job. Well, I was still alive. I took a bath and climbed in bed. I was still very weak from blood loss but by night fall I should be okay.

"Alice…" Ville was stroking my hair, I opened my eyes and jumped up, embracing him.

"I thought you were dead!" He laughed and held me back, kissing my neck.

"Alexi is smart but I'm older, I got lose from his hired help and killed them. I called him from their cell phone saying that I wanted more money for killing me, " he smirked, "Alexi believed me and he headed down to the pier where they had taken me. We fought but than the sun started to come up and he jumped into the ocean. I had to find a resting place. I had no time to fallow him. I'm so sorry that I failed again…did he hurt you?" I touched his cheek.

"I'm fine.. It's okay, he bit me and was going to rape me but you called just in time…thank you." Ville kissed me softly and something happened. I wanted more. I pulled him on top of me and ran my hands over his body. He responded eagerly, I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my hands over his smooth chest. Ville sucked on my neck and pulled my black night shirt off my shoulders, slipping it down my hips and off my legs. I laid before him in only my bra and underwear. He covered my legs and thighs in kisses, I closed my eyes as his mouth zoned in on my clit, through the cotton of my underwear, he massaged my clit with his teeth. All of this seemed so familiar, and natural. Ville pulled off my underwear and I started to shake. I had to tell him to stop. I couldn't do it. I wanted to. I really wanted to, but I couldn't.

"Ville…stop, please…I want to but I can't." I said, he paused and sat back. I sat up and quickly put my underwear and shirt back on. Ville looked at me like he was worried I was angry.

"I'm sorry…I thought that you were ready…" I shook myself,

"I am, just I just can't." He tried to hug me but I pulled away. He frowned,

"Who made you so scared of sexuality?" I sighed and fell back on the bed, I turned on my side and held my legs to my chest. He spooned me, kissing my neck.

"My step-father," Ville froze as I spoke.

"I'll kill him if you want." I laughed, I don't know why.

"No, he's already dead. Drank himself to death. Besides its not what you think, he never really even touched me…he just talked about it and threatened to let his friends rape me almost once a day if he was around. I grew up being terrified of being forced to do something that was going to hurt and scar me for the rest of my life…So now, I get scared and panicky when I start to get aroused with someone. In the back of my head I still think that all sex is horrible and that it's going to hurt and I'll never be the same after it." Ville seemed upset by this confession.

"I had no idea, I'm so sorry if I ever made you feel that way. I'll stop for now on and wait for you to come to me." I smiled and touched his arm around my waist.

"Thank you, you can be really sweet when you want to be…" Ville nuzzled my neck and sighed.

"I can be whatever you want me to be Alice," As those words floated through my mind as I started to doze off, I realized that we had been sleeping together for the last week off and on. I slept better with him, I felt loved and safe.

I woke up to Ville kissing me, I frowned and opened my eyes, pushing him away. Than I tasted his blood on my lips and saw it dripping on his. I licked it away and shuddered.

"I didn't meant to alarm you…but you have a fever…most likely from being so weak. I was just trying to heal you before you woke up and felt awful." Now that he said that I did feel pretty damn crummy.

"It's fine, that's a sweet gesture." I held his face with my hands. I licked his lips clean and tasted what was left in his mouth, the wound always healed so quickly. I pulled back and Ville bit his wrist without a word and offered it to me. I took his hand and locked my lips onto the spurting blood. I had not drank his deeply from him but after was run over. It was different now, it wasn't that serious this time so I felt the blood flowing through my every cell and setting it ablaze.