It Was Just Another Day...But You Had to Come Into My Life

The next day I spend it in the hospital with Ragnar. In the evening Kats came and i could go home. I went to Ragnar's apartment. Haven't been here for years now. He didn't live here and it actually looks like noone has been here for years. All the things were like the last time I was here with Ragnar. I sat on the sofa and opened my laptop. I logged onto MySpace and saw that Brendon was online. So I logged onto AIM. He was online. I had a smile on my face as I started to speak with him.

chryzzux: Hey there Bden!
xhotxbdenx: what did i do
chryzzux: What??
xhotxbdenx: u never call me bden
chryzzux: How many red bulls??
xhotxbdenx: damn ur good
xhotxbdenx: threeish
chryzzux: So seven, yeah??
chryzzux: I go away for a short time and you already go weird
xhotxbdenx: well u're the only one who keeps me sane these days
chryzzux: Awwwwwwww
xhotxbdenx: so are u alone
chryzzux: No,I'm at an orgy
xhotxbdenx: u're having an orgy without me,i'm shocked
chryzzux: Let me finish.
chryzzux: onr:)
xhotxbdenx: it's not nice to lie babe...so u're alone and i'm alone...wanna have some fun
chryzzux: I'm affraid to ask
chryzzux: I guess yes
xhotxbdenx: what are u wearing
chryzzux: A white t-shirt and your blue boxers(a)
xhotxbdenx: i did wonder where they were
chryzzux: Now you know
xhotxbdenx: why u never wear my boxers when u're here
chryzzux: Cause I wear your shirts usually when I'm home
xhotxbdenx: why didn't i know anything about this
chryzzux: I guess I do it when you're not around,so I wouldn't be so lonely
xhotxbdenx: that means i would have to wear ur clothes when u're away
chryzzux: Please don't...I'd hate to burn them:P
xhotxbdenx: i want my boxers back!!!!!!!!!!!
chryzzux: Then you have to take them off
xhotxbdenx: do u now,i just got a brillant idea
chryzzux: Do I wanna know
xhotxbdenx: when u get back,u're gonna wear my clothes and we're going to get freaky
xhotxbdenx: :)(:
chryzzux: As I thought,I didn't want know
chryzzux: Listen,I'm gonna go...haven't slept in a day
xhotxbdenx: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
xhotxbdenx: i was hoping to get some websex tonight
chryzzux: Oh come on...you know I don't do it...
xhotxbdenx: remebmber the last time u were in estonia
chryzzux: ...ANYMORE!!!
xhotxbdenx: *cries*
chryzzux: You do know you have TWO hands and there are pictures of me
xhotxbdenx: u dirtty girl(:
chryzzux: That didn't come out right
xhotxbdenx: i have to go...and take a long cold shower
chryzzux: Did I do something(a)
xhotxbdenx: no
chryzzux: Is Ry there??
xhotxbdenx: no,why would he be
chryzzux. Are you looking his pic??
xhotxbdenx: no
chryzzux: Oh
xhotxbdenx: what are u getting at
chryzzux: Well if it wasn't me,then it had to be Ry
chryzzux: Or is there someone else who gets you hard??
xhotxbdenx. u will pay for saying that
chryzzux: I have money and a rich husband,so I can pay
xhotxbdenx: u drive me crazy
chryzzux: Yet,you still can't get enough of me
xhotxbdenx: i miss u
chryzzux: Miss you more!
xhotxbdenx: love u...good night and dream of me,cause i'll be dreaming of you
chryzzux: I hope no dirty dreams....good night and I love you more!

With that I looged off. I smiled. I was so madly in love with him and then I thoughed about the lie I've been living with him. Oh fuck. What am I going to do? I hope he will forgive me after I tell him. With having little tears falling from my eyes, I fell asleep.