Uneasy Hearts Weigh the Most

My world came crashing down this one night. It was a stupid, pathetic, horrible situation I was thrown in. It slapped me in the face and I didn't know what to do. I played it off like "Oh, no big deal. You did the right thing, thank you. He's a douche, I had already given up on him." But the truth was, I wasn't over him at all. I don't think I could ever get over Oliver Sykes.

"Yeah, I heard you like her.
Baby, I thought that we had something,
Compared to her, I'm next to nothing
Oh my god, I like him..."

Why does this always happen to me?