Jessica.

Four;

Alexxandra

I could feel my nails digging into her.
I scoffed.
She deserved it.
Pansy deserved it.
She winced but did nothing to stop me.
I wanted to punch her.
She wasn’t even putting up a fight.

So weak.
So broken.
So god damn
Pathetic.

I saw that people were watching me drag you away.
I seethed.
Let them watch.
You deserved to be humiliated.
You just smiled at everyone,
Shrugged it off like it was nothing.
I laughed on the inside,
How wrong you were.

When I had you in the car park I looked around.
Only cars were in place.
I started to try and open back doors.
Someone had to be stupid enough to not lock their car,
And I was right.
On the second go I managed to get a car door to open.
I pushed you inside without hesitation.
You lay sprawled on the backseat.

Clumsily, I climbed in after you.
My anger was still there.
I could tell by the scared look on your face.
I smirked.
Pansy
Oh how I hate you.

It was so sudden.
The next move you made.

“Alex, just stop this!”
Your voice was strong.
It made my heart beat quicken.
“Stop what?”.
I had to be sure.
Was this you, Jessica?
Were you coming back?

“Stop it! Stop trying to control me!
I’m not your fucking dolly!”.
Those words.
They made me weak.
I looked at you in awe.
My mouth, I’m sure, was wide open.
Your glares was hard.
I knew that you wouldn’t take anymore of my shit.

I fisted your hair in my hand.
I want you.
I want you.
I want you.
I need you.

Pansy

I had enough of her bull shit.
She had raped me.
My best friend.
I had known her all my life.
Never had I thought she was capable of that.

Her whole expression had changed.
Her jaw dropped.
And the oh so suddenly,
She kissed me.

It wasn’t like the kiss she had given me when she touched me.
This one was more sweet and soft.
It wasn’t desperate and it had no tongue.
It was innocent.
It was nice.

She licked my bottom lip.
Asking permission.
Begging permission.
I sighed and pulled away.

“Alex…no”.
Her eyes were filled with lust,
But not the kind of lust that was in her eyes the night where she…raped me.
It was different.
She had changed.

“Jessi, please…I need it”
She was gasping.
I shook my head.
“No”.
And with that I managed to push her off me and leave her in the car she had pushed me so forcefully into only moments ago.

What was happening.
This was so confusing.

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