The Young and Lost Club

We are an entire generation of the hopeless and the terrified, a club of the young and lost. And I feel like I'm about to be named president of it

It really wasn’t until I met Brendon Urie that I realized every little thing I told myself was a lie. At first, it was okay, because I had him by me. I had him there to be my other half, to fix my insecurities, to give me hope, faith, love, support: my own personal savior.
It was, therefore, only expected that I crashed as hard as I did.
Brendon didn’t just destroy my faith in everything.
He destroyed me.

A/N I do not own Brendon Urie, nor other bands mentioned like ATL and FOB no matter how much I wish I did.

This story may be slightly confusing as it does not follow a continuous time line.
The prologue is the meeting point of the past and present.
All events prior to the prologue are in italicized font
All events after the prologue are in normal font.