Monster, Monster

I held the best of both worlds in my hands. I got to keep Jessie, and the blow. Keeping them separate was hard. Jessie wanted to be with me all of the time, got offended if i denied him. I had to huff in secret. I had to hide everything. A fact that made it easier was knowing that summer was coming to a close. My mother had forced me to drop out of high school to stay home with her. With Jessie gone at school all day, I could huff all i wanted. Up until four o'clock: the exact time Jessie would ring my doorbell.