Mirror, Mirror On The Wall

I didn't want to be a burden to the Iero family. Even though Frank told me the night before I wasn't going anywhere and that I could stay at their house, I woke up early. Walking downstairs, I tried being as quiet as possible. The sky was still dark outside the kitchen window and the clock read six am. I quickly went to the kitchen but hesitated. All the cupboards were still chained together. I looked out the window. Jamia wasn't back yet as I thought it would be. Sighing, I settled for pouring myself the Prazac tablets and my schizo meds and popping them in my mouth. Alex told me not to take them dry so I turned on the kitchen sink and used my hand to spoon the water into my mouth. I ended up choking anyways on all the pills lodged in my throat but they finally went down.

After searching for a snack in the kitchen, I found some cookies Jamia couldn't lock up because of how the door was designed. I munched on those in my room as I got dressed for work. I opened the drawer and pulled out an old My Chemical Romance Tee shirt. I sighed and pulled it on. It was tight, did I gain weight? I then went searching for pants and found a pair of old black jeans, I remember wearing those to an award ceremony for one of our albums. Those too were very tight as I pulled them on over my boxers. I guessed it would be cold outside so I searched for a jacket too. My leather one, the one Frank gave me, smelled of fish so I had to get it cleaned. I gasped when I pulled out a familiar article of clothing. It was my old Black Parade jacket! I decided to use that. After pulling on socks and my old converse, I grabbed some money Frank gave me last night for transportation back from work. I pulled on my coat and again tip-toed downstairs and quickly went to the fridge where there was paper and pens in a little holder on the door. I grabbed one and wrote Frank a small note;

'Off to work before Jamia gets home, home to be back around eight pm but don't worry If I'm a bit late.
g xoxo'