The Cold Painful Truth

Entry #7

You know. Now that school is over I have a lot of time to just sit around and think… I came to the revelation that I made it through the year without a major breakdown about my rejection. I’m not super freaking out like I expected me to be. (Human nature’s predictable, but I guess I’m the odd one.) The fact that I won’t see him for two months and that I’ll drive by his house a gazillion times in just those two months is, quite frankly terrorizing. It’s something to anguish over, though I don’t find myself doing that. I’m quite surprised…
I felt the need to write that down; to explain my thoughts and feelings. They are explained much better in ink than in spoken English.
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This I had sent to my friend in a txt message. But I made it slightly different for the story.
This is also true. I know wher his house is, he rides my bus and I live very close.