Just Perfect

I sat on the edge of my bed waiting for Edward. Oh Edward, I loved him so much, but what about Jacob? So warm, so loving, so..alive.
I couldn't help but wonder what would've been, if I had chosen him. Yes our relationship would've have been effortless, but something would've always been missing, that space in my heart that only Edward can fill The relationship would have been wrong, empty almost.
I sighed, I wish this wasn't so complicated, that I still thought of Jacob as just a brother, that all these "would've,s" would never exist, and that I would love Edward and only Edward. But, that is in the past, and I must move forward.
I was so wrapped up in thought I didn't notice Edward climb through my open window .
"Is everything ok, love?" he asked as he wrapped his arms around me, lying us both down on my bed.
I sighed, content and murmured, "Just perfect." falling asleep to my lulliby and a soft kiss.