From the Ouside Through

Prologue

You know how sometimes it all just seems too heavy? You lie in bed, thinking about all that shit that's going on, the good and the bad, and you just feel so confused or stressed or alone or frustrated or helples... maybe all of them, maybe a few more, that you just want to rip off your skin? Maybe in that moment you think that you're the only one feeling like that. Or, maybe you know that you're not the only one. But the reason for that feeling, it's not what you think it is at the time. Really, you feel that way because you don't know. You don't know what all the pieces are, and not knowing is fucking scary. But not knowing, it can also be nice. Sometimes it's even bliss. And other times it causes distress. But my point, my point is that things in life come and go. That may seem like a nonsequitor, but it's not. You'll see. Styles, years, eras, presidents, relationships, places, personalities; they all come and go. Can you see what I'm saying? No? Well, then, read on if you like, and I hope you'll understand.