Million and One Memories

-Sexually Explicit & Drug Use-

Love hates me, I mean..
What's better? Loving someone with all your heart, making a million and one memories with them. Relying on them and trusting them more than you trust yourself, and having them break your heart and leave you with nothing but pain. Or is it better not to love at all? To not have the wonderful memories and to have the knowledge that you never got to experience love.

Or maybe..it's because I'm too timid to try new things, or in your perception, guys.