Sequel: The Webs We Weave ›
A Part Of Me
Chapter 30
Alexis POV
The guys started watching us like Hawks just like Brody said it’s been 2 weeks I went to the doctor and got sonogram pictures I mailed them to Ronnie….He sent me a letter back but I was too scared to read it. “Alexis!” I heard Leila scream I walked in to find her up on the small couch looking scared “What!” I panicked “Spider” I squashed it for her and we sat on the couch my stomach has gotten a little bit bigger and Brody is starting to show a little bit. “Hey mommy” I said as I sat next to her. “Shut up” she said “OOOH Mood swings” I was all happy today she laughed “Yes, and cravings loads of cravings” I laughed as the guys walked on the bus. I walked back to my bunk which was now on the bottom they moved my bunk and brodens bunks to the bottoms so we wouldn’t hurt the babies. I sat down and opened my Letter from Ronnie
Dear Lex,
Those Pictures made me so happy….I’m sorry I fucked up and I want to tell you I’m straight and I’m sorry I’m not there for you. Uhm…Yeah so how are you feeling? Tell everyone I miss them and Make sure you take care of Brody…So Tell me what’s Craig like?
I hate to be so far away from you and my baby. Have you found out the sex yet? Haha I’m rambling on in my letter. So I guess I will let you get back to whatever you are doing Oh and I told my dad about you he said that You where beautiful and that we will have the cutest kid ever that’s a very big comment from him!
I love you and Miss you so I wrote you a song,
Love Ronnie!
Another piece of paper fell out and I looked at the Lyrics.
Angel In The Night lyrics
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
Your hair is dancing in the wind
Your eyes are burning up my skin
And I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me
You're leaving burn marks on the ground
Thank you God for what I've found
I don't know how, I don't know why
But you're my angel in the night
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
I try my best to satisfy, but all you do is waving me goodbye
I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'm so crazy about you
Even if I don't know where to start
Even if my love is tearing me apart
I just know that you and me
We are always meant to be
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
You're my angel in the night
I sighed and put them under my pillow. I think that those where great lyrics but they were sad and I loved them.
“Lex you okay?” I heard Craig asked I shook my head no. “What’s wrong” I sighed “I’m in love with Ronnie but I love you” He sighed to and I leaned up and kissed him. It wasn’t rough or soft but perfect and my stomach had butterflies in it along with the baby who now had a heart beat. We pulled apart and I felt dizzy I never felt that way with Ronnie but I loved him too. “Wow” Craig breathed. I smiled I liked the look on his face “You’re a great kisser Lex” he said in Kind of a whisper I smiled “Good cause I love you” he smiled “Really?” I nodded and kissed him again “will you be my Girlfriend then?” Craig asked I nodded. He smiled the biggest smile ever. “MOMMY!” Leila called and attacked my legs I Looked at Craig freaking out. He smiled and nodded I picked her up… “Yes Leila?” She smiled “are you going to be my mommy?” I looked at her and before I could answer her Craig said “Yes honey” I looked at him.
Wow….I think Craig just implied to his daughter that I’m going to marry him…
Broden and I watched Movies all Day then We Went Shopping I don’t know why we went shopping but I put Leila Into a black Sweat Suit that had a rose on the pants and a pair of white flats.
We got to the Mall in the SUV the Crew uses to transport the guys from concert to interview… We put on our customs which was a pair of large sunglasses and a scarf around our necks “Lets go!” I shouted and Leila jumped on my back and we ran into the mall she grabbed a car shaped Trolley and was giggling the whole time we went into a clothing store “Wait uhm...Why did we come shopping?” Broden laughed “Cause Craig doesn’t have any Sheets or Cloths for Leila duh!” we shopped for about three hours and then we finally go back to the bus Broden made Leila’s bed with her Tinker bell sheets and bed spread…while I put her cloths away. “So….I heard you and Craig are an Item now?” Broden asked
Oh boy here it comes
“Y…yes why?” I stuttered she shook her head “Its been 2 weeks and 3 days…and you replace him like the band did” she had tears in her eyes “Brody I’m so sorry but…I loved Craig first” I had tears she looked at me “Yeah but your Pregnant with my brothers baby and you guys got Married” she now was mad at me. “Brody don’t be mad please………I’m just…..just…..Sorry” I sighed and started crying Leila came up to me “Mommy don’t cry…..I wuv you” I smiled and hugged the toddler “Honey go get your daddy and tell him about your shopping trip” she ran away giggling “MOMMY! What the fuck! You have her calling you mommy!” Broden shouted “NO BRODEN CRAIG DOES HE TOLD HER TODAY I WAS HER MOMMY!” She didn’t know my voice could go that high or loud. I looked at her and said “Your just like your brother” I walked away got off the bus and got in the SUV and drove don’t know where I was going but I drove and I never wanted to look back. My phone was ringing off the hook so I turned it off.
*7 hours later*
It was 12 midnight and I was at the border of Canada and America I was now headed to my brothers house. I took out my Passport and once I got thru I started driving thru all the cities I stopped at some motel and paid for a room for the night so I could sleep. Next morning I woke at 12 in the afternoon and started Driving I made it to my brother’s house and knocked on the door. Raider my nephew opened the door “Aunt Alexis!” he yelled and hugged me he looked at my stomach “Your Pregnant!” my brother came up to the door “Sis you look like shit” I smiled ‘Thanks!” he laughed “Come in’I go inside and Spilled my guts to my brother and he said “Wow…Drama well first I think you need to go to sleep and tell me more tomorrow after a good sleep” I nodded and headed to my room yes my room I had a room in my brothers house I have forever when I was 14 and he was 18 we bought this house in Canada and lived here until I bought my house in Vegas.
I walked in and it was the same as I had left it so I laid down and fell into a deep sleep.
The guys started watching us like Hawks just like Brody said it’s been 2 weeks I went to the doctor and got sonogram pictures I mailed them to Ronnie….He sent me a letter back but I was too scared to read it. “Alexis!” I heard Leila scream I walked in to find her up on the small couch looking scared “What!” I panicked “Spider” I squashed it for her and we sat on the couch my stomach has gotten a little bit bigger and Brody is starting to show a little bit. “Hey mommy” I said as I sat next to her. “Shut up” she said “OOOH Mood swings” I was all happy today she laughed “Yes, and cravings loads of cravings” I laughed as the guys walked on the bus. I walked back to my bunk which was now on the bottom they moved my bunk and brodens bunks to the bottoms so we wouldn’t hurt the babies. I sat down and opened my Letter from Ronnie
Dear Lex,
Those Pictures made me so happy….I’m sorry I fucked up and I want to tell you I’m straight and I’m sorry I’m not there for you. Uhm…Yeah so how are you feeling? Tell everyone I miss them and Make sure you take care of Brody…So Tell me what’s Craig like?
I hate to be so far away from you and my baby. Have you found out the sex yet? Haha I’m rambling on in my letter. So I guess I will let you get back to whatever you are doing Oh and I told my dad about you he said that You where beautiful and that we will have the cutest kid ever that’s a very big comment from him!
I love you and Miss you so I wrote you a song,
Love Ronnie!
Another piece of paper fell out and I looked at the Lyrics.
Angel In The Night lyrics
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
Your hair is dancing in the wind
Your eyes are burning up my skin
And I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me
You're leaving burn marks on the ground
Thank you God for what I've found
I don't know how, I don't know why
But you're my angel in the night
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
I try my best to satisfy, but all you do is waving me goodbye
I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'm so crazy about you
Even if I don't know where to start
Even if my love is tearing me apart
I just know that you and me
We are always meant to be
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side
You're my angel in the night
I sighed and put them under my pillow. I think that those where great lyrics but they were sad and I loved them.
“Lex you okay?” I heard Craig asked I shook my head no. “What’s wrong” I sighed “I’m in love with Ronnie but I love you” He sighed to and I leaned up and kissed him. It wasn’t rough or soft but perfect and my stomach had butterflies in it along with the baby who now had a heart beat. We pulled apart and I felt dizzy I never felt that way with Ronnie but I loved him too. “Wow” Craig breathed. I smiled I liked the look on his face “You’re a great kisser Lex” he said in Kind of a whisper I smiled “Good cause I love you” he smiled “Really?” I nodded and kissed him again “will you be my Girlfriend then?” Craig asked I nodded. He smiled the biggest smile ever. “MOMMY!” Leila called and attacked my legs I Looked at Craig freaking out. He smiled and nodded I picked her up… “Yes Leila?” She smiled “are you going to be my mommy?” I looked at her and before I could answer her Craig said “Yes honey” I looked at him.
Wow….I think Craig just implied to his daughter that I’m going to marry him…
Broden and I watched Movies all Day then We Went Shopping I don’t know why we went shopping but I put Leila Into a black Sweat Suit that had a rose on the pants and a pair of white flats.
We got to the Mall in the SUV the Crew uses to transport the guys from concert to interview… We put on our customs which was a pair of large sunglasses and a scarf around our necks “Lets go!” I shouted and Leila jumped on my back and we ran into the mall she grabbed a car shaped Trolley and was giggling the whole time we went into a clothing store “Wait uhm...Why did we come shopping?” Broden laughed “Cause Craig doesn’t have any Sheets or Cloths for Leila duh!” we shopped for about three hours and then we finally go back to the bus Broden made Leila’s bed with her Tinker bell sheets and bed spread…while I put her cloths away. “So….I heard you and Craig are an Item now?” Broden asked
Oh boy here it comes
“Y…yes why?” I stuttered she shook her head “Its been 2 weeks and 3 days…and you replace him like the band did” she had tears in her eyes “Brody I’m so sorry but…I loved Craig first” I had tears she looked at me “Yeah but your Pregnant with my brothers baby and you guys got Married” she now was mad at me. “Brody don’t be mad please………I’m just…..just…..Sorry” I sighed and started crying Leila came up to me “Mommy don’t cry…..I wuv you” I smiled and hugged the toddler “Honey go get your daddy and tell him about your shopping trip” she ran away giggling “MOMMY! What the fuck! You have her calling you mommy!” Broden shouted “NO BRODEN CRAIG DOES HE TOLD HER TODAY I WAS HER MOMMY!” She didn’t know my voice could go that high or loud. I looked at her and said “Your just like your brother” I walked away got off the bus and got in the SUV and drove don’t know where I was going but I drove and I never wanted to look back. My phone was ringing off the hook so I turned it off.
*7 hours later*
It was 12 midnight and I was at the border of Canada and America I was now headed to my brothers house. I took out my Passport and once I got thru I started driving thru all the cities I stopped at some motel and paid for a room for the night so I could sleep. Next morning I woke at 12 in the afternoon and started Driving I made it to my brother’s house and knocked on the door. Raider my nephew opened the door “Aunt Alexis!” he yelled and hugged me he looked at my stomach “Your Pregnant!” my brother came up to the door “Sis you look like shit” I smiled ‘Thanks!” he laughed “Come in’I go inside and Spilled my guts to my brother and he said “Wow…Drama well first I think you need to go to sleep and tell me more tomorrow after a good sleep” I nodded and headed to my room yes my room I had a room in my brothers house I have forever when I was 14 and he was 18 we bought this house in Canada and lived here until I bought my house in Vegas.
I walked in and it was the same as I had left it so I laid down and fell into a deep sleep.