Addicting Emotions

Evelyn’s POV

It was three days since I woke up and I was quite happy though the thirst hadn’t abated yet and I was having to go further to hunt not wanting to decimate the wildlife population in Forks which made Emmett laugh though I always got him to shut up with an arm wrestling match and it was quite funny when Bella and I did it because we were both newborn but since I was newer I had an edge.
Mom had been planning my funeral the last couple of days and she kept asking me what I would want it to be like and I had told her that I wouldn’t see it but she refused to let me not give any input so I told her songs I would want played or color scheme and if people should wear black or not and she apparently set it all up.
The day of my funeral came and I saw the Cullen’s all dress up for it, well except Bella who wasn’t supposed to be here and was going to stay behind with me while the rest went.
I sat on the sofa in Jasper’s study and watched him dress in his suit, he was wearing a black suit with a purple shirt because I loved purple and I wanted him to wear it. I smiled as I watched his movements as everything fascinated me at the moment as I could see clearer ad I could hear further and move faster, it was all amazing. Jasper sighed and looked at me with the tie around his neck and I giggled and moved forwards teasing
“50 years you’ve been alive and part of the army and you can’t do a tie up” he groaned and huffed
“I can I’m just nervous” I looked up at him curiously and asked
“why?” he sighed and replied
“everyone’s going to be looking at me knowing I was your boyfriend and I mean I can’t cry can I so I’m gonna look really uncaring in front of them” I smiled lightly and leaning up I kissed him and said
“Jaz I don’t like it when men cry, I hate it, it makes me cry and I also don’t care what everyone else thinks so why should you and hey if they say something call me and I’ll come scare them, act like a ghost or something” Jasper laughed and hugged me to him and I snuggled into him, I could now that he wasn’t some hard thing but felt soft to me now. I wrapped my arms around him and he asked
“what would I have done without you? I wouldn’t have survived” I looked at him and smiled
“you’ll never know now because you’re stuck with me” he grinned
“oh what a cruel world” I gasped and swatted him and he groaned in pain
“OK yeah still a little too hard there honey” I frowned and rubbed his arm
“sorry, I’m still getting used to it” I said sheepishly and he smiled and said
“it’s fine, you’ll adjust” I nodded and a knock came at the door before it opened and Esme stuck her head in and smiled
“come on Jasper we have to go” he nodded and we followed her out and down the stairs where everyone waited dressed in black and I smiled and said
“well don’t you all look good going to my funeral, don’t have too much fun and I expect you guys to tell me there were tears, lots of tears for me alright” they all chuckled and Emmett said
“don’t worry I’ll pinch someone if they don’t and they soon will cry” I laughed and hugged them all and they all left to go to my funeral while Bella and I hung around the house, well I went a read a book while she watched a movie on the TV.