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You Were Never A Friend To Me, And You Can Keep All Your Misery
New Perspective
Stella's P.O.V.
I felt pretty naked when I entered the apartment after my 'hot date'.
How did it go? It ended with a friendly kiss on the cheek. But I couldn't let Alex know that. The date was a disaster, actually. He didn't look that interested, either. He practically told me him mom made him go, which I think is fair, because my mom always sets me up, too.
"Hey, Stel, how was the date?" Angela asked, saying her rehearsed line a little dryly.
"You know...what movie are you guys watching?" I smiled mysteriously.
"P.S. I Love You" Jack smiled.
I raised an eyebrow. "I'm gonna get changed"
I walked into my room and shut the door behind me, took a shower, and stared at my naked,wet body in my bathroom mirror. I looked at my stomach and winced. It was barely noticeable, but you could definitely see a tiny bump. I was going to get so...fat.
I tore my eyes away from my emerging abdomen so I could put on a white tank top and some boxer shorts.
"You went on a date?" Alex asked once I opened the door of the bathroom into my room.
"Yes" I said plainly.
"Why?"
"What do you mean why? We broke up, Alex, remember?"
"So that gives you the right to just date someone when I'm right here?"
"Uh, yeah, I don't know where you're from, but where I come from, people see other people once they break up with another person"
Alex frowned. "You didn't sleep with him, did you?"
I bit my lip. It could be fun playing with his feelings, but I still didn't have the heart for it.
"No..." I sang.
Alex looked down at his shoes, his dark brown hair covering his face, looking like he was about to cry. I felt guilty for being such a bitch and hurting his feelings, but he hurt mine, anyway.
'Alex..."I sighed.
"I miss you, Stel"
I crossed my arms. "And?"
"I want you back"
I sighed and sat on my bed, trying to scan my mind for something to say. He has a girlfriend, he got me pregnant, and he left me. I should hate him. But something inside told me I need him.
"I was stupid. I should of told you about Zoey...and I shouldn't of left you when I went on tour" He said.
"Is that your way of apologizing, Gaskarth?"
"I don't want to apologize. You hurt me, too, Stel"
"Me? What did I do?!"
"Martin. He was practically all over you, remember?"
"Alex! I told you, he was comforting me because you were acting like a major douche. I got depressed because you stopped calling"
"You said you hated me"
"I was upset...I didn't mean it"
"Well I thought you did...I didn't want you to hate me again"
"Oh, Alex...I could never hate you" I said, resting my head on his shoulder.
"I love you, Stella"
I felt tears form in my eyes, and quickly wiped them away.
"Alex...I need to tell you something..."
I felt pretty naked when I entered the apartment after my 'hot date'.
How did it go? It ended with a friendly kiss on the cheek. But I couldn't let Alex know that. The date was a disaster, actually. He didn't look that interested, either. He practically told me him mom made him go, which I think is fair, because my mom always sets me up, too.
"Hey, Stel, how was the date?" Angela asked, saying her rehearsed line a little dryly.
"You know...what movie are you guys watching?" I smiled mysteriously.
"P.S. I Love You" Jack smiled.
I raised an eyebrow. "I'm gonna get changed"
I walked into my room and shut the door behind me, took a shower, and stared at my naked,wet body in my bathroom mirror. I looked at my stomach and winced. It was barely noticeable, but you could definitely see a tiny bump. I was going to get so...fat.
I tore my eyes away from my emerging abdomen so I could put on a white tank top and some boxer shorts.
"You went on a date?" Alex asked once I opened the door of the bathroom into my room.
"Yes" I said plainly.
"Why?"
"What do you mean why? We broke up, Alex, remember?"
"So that gives you the right to just date someone when I'm right here?"
"Uh, yeah, I don't know where you're from, but where I come from, people see other people once they break up with another person"
Alex frowned. "You didn't sleep with him, did you?"
I bit my lip. It could be fun playing with his feelings, but I still didn't have the heart for it.
"No..." I sang.
Alex looked down at his shoes, his dark brown hair covering his face, looking like he was about to cry. I felt guilty for being such a bitch and hurting his feelings, but he hurt mine, anyway.
'Alex..."I sighed.
"I miss you, Stel"
I crossed my arms. "And?"
"I want you back"
I sighed and sat on my bed, trying to scan my mind for something to say. He has a girlfriend, he got me pregnant, and he left me. I should hate him. But something inside told me I need him.
"I was stupid. I should of told you about Zoey...and I shouldn't of left you when I went on tour" He said.
"Is that your way of apologizing, Gaskarth?"
"I don't want to apologize. You hurt me, too, Stel"
"Me? What did I do?!"
"Martin. He was practically all over you, remember?"
"Alex! I told you, he was comforting me because you were acting like a major douche. I got depressed because you stopped calling"
"You said you hated me"
"I was upset...I didn't mean it"
"Well I thought you did...I didn't want you to hate me again"
"Oh, Alex...I could never hate you" I said, resting my head on his shoulder.
"I love you, Stella"
I felt tears form in my eyes, and quickly wiped them away.
"Alex...I need to tell you something..."
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I titled this after Panic at the disco's song, I'm in love with it (-:I think it's predictable what she's gonna tell him, huh?
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