I am my reflection

dear diary

Dear diary,

Sorry not for writing for a week...
I was at the doctors to get weighted, and you know what? I'VE LOST 20 POUNDS! I can't believe it, it's just amazing! He told me I could get off my diet, but I don't wanna. Like losing weight, and I'm stil fat! I have lovehandles and thies as big as a elephant! Iøm just a big fat cow...
Well Micha came and talked to me today. She said, I was pretty today, and you know what? She asked if I wanted to go to the mall with her, and only her. I just can't wait! We're going shopping and she promised she would help me find some new clothes, I can't fit my old clothes. And they're so out of fashion! I'm just happy she wants to talk to me. In 5th grade she used to make fun of me, because I was fat... But if she hadn't done that, I would never think about losing weight! I'm sooo gonna thank her tomorrow!

xoxo
S.