You Should Know

Catorce

You should know that I’m not scared of dying anymore.

I promise I’m not.

It happens to everyone; I just got unlucky in timing.

I don’t regret anything anymore besides running from you after your show.

I’m sorry.

I would have fallen apart.

I hope you understand now.

I never wanted to hurt you.

I never wanted to leave you.

This is the only way I can tell you anything.

I did this for you, Alex.

I did it to protect you.

Please don’t blame Victoria.

I made her promise.

It’s not her fault.

It’s mine.

I just want you to be happy.

Can you do that for me?

Without me?

If, wherever I’m going, if I could know that you were happy without me, it would be enough.

So I guess what I’ve been trying to say all this time is I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for breaking your heart, I’m sorry for everything.

Please don’t hate me anymore.

I love you more than my own life.

I always will.

I thought you should know.

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Ugh, I'm so sorry about the wait. Wasnt my fault this time. My mom dropped my laptop and broke my USB full of stories, lyrics, and ideas. I freaked out and for now I'm rewriting the scenes I wrote for the spinoff as well as other stories I was working on.

One chapter left for this story, so I'll hopefully have a preview/story page done for the spin off by the time I post the ending.

Thanks for the comments/suggestions: SuckerTakesTheSaint, automatic eyes., daydreamer2006, HarperB82, & NeverShoutDanica.

Happy Holidays!