At Night
Z Berg/Alex Greenwald.
Alex/Ryan.
past!Brendon/Ryan.
Warning: Rape.
Some things we don't talk about. Better do without, just hold a smile.
Falling in and out of love, the same damn problem. Together all the while.
You can never say never while we don't know it, time and time again.
Younger now then we were before. Don't let me go.
For five years it was always Brendon&Ryan. Fights and making up. Kissing and fucking and being in love. Everything needed for a successful relationship. Then time happened and things changed and now Ryan is sleeping in Alex's guestroom. He ignores the churning feeling in the pit of his stomach, but it won't ignore him.
Maybe that's why he let it happen. Maybe part of him felt he deserved it. Maybe. Maybe . . .
I never meant to start a war.
2591 words.
Recommended listening: This Photograph is Proof (I Know You Know); Taking Back Sunday.
Alex/Ryan.
past!Brendon/Ryan.
Warning: Rape.
Some things we don't talk about. Better do without, just hold a smile.
Falling in and out of love, the same damn problem. Together all the while.
You can never say never while we don't know it, time and time again.
Younger now then we were before. Don't let me go.
For five years it was always Brendon&Ryan. Fights and making up. Kissing and fucking and being in love. Everything needed for a successful relationship. Then time happened and things changed and now Ryan is sleeping in Alex's guestroom. He ignores the churning feeling in the pit of his stomach, but it won't ignore him.
Maybe that's why he let it happen. Maybe part of him felt he deserved it. Maybe. Maybe . . .
I never meant to start a war.
2591 words.
Recommended listening: This Photograph is Proof (I Know You Know); Taking Back Sunday.
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i know you know everything.
(remember more that you'd like to forget) 1/1.