And You Can Never Say Never..

I've been on this disturbing road for 17 years. I've been trying to get into a good collage, have a good husband and of course.. Make it in the world. But I could never have it all. Not everyone gets a happy ending, but then again not everyone get a job they like. Which should I pursue? A life long dream, or just the generic stay at home mom.. Maybe this decision isn't up to me..