Ava Adore

In you I feel so dirty...

I was utterly devoted to Die, every second of every day was lived for him, to be close to that beautiful form, that gorgeous smile becoming my raison d’être. He was simply special to me, almost an obsession but perfectly healthy. It was impossible not to fall for him, everyone I knew, we knew, had become enthralled by him.

He was the only one that made me feel alive, never met somebody quite like him. When we made love, it was like a thousand different emotions washing through my body with every beat of my heart. One minute I was touching the heavens, the next I was sure I was destined for Hell. I felt so human and yet, so alien, so right and yet, so wrong. But never anything less than perfect.

And everything in him told me the feeling was mutual.