Sorry I'm Not Perfect

Sorry I'mNot Perfect

Perfect

Hey Dad
Look at me,
Think back and talk to me.
Did i grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doin' things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you dissaprove all along.

And now I tried hard to make it,
I just want to make you proud.
I'm never gonna be good enough for you,
And you cant change me

*Chorus*
Cuz we lost it all,
Nothing lasts forever.
I'm sorry i cant be
Perfect
Now its just too late,
And we cant go back.
I'm sorry Icant be
Perfect

I try not to think about the pain i feel inside,
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All days you spent with me
Now seem so far away,
And it feels like you don't care anymore
I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud.
I'm never gonna be good enough for you.
I cant stand another fight,
And nothings alright

*Chorus*

Nothings gonna change the things that you said,
Nothings gonna make this right again.
Please dont turn your back,
I can't believe its hard just to talk to you
but you dont understand

*Chorus* X 2
Now its just too late,
And we cant go back
I'm sorry i can't be
Perfect

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Alestar McCadden is a NO normal teenage boy, he's amazingly good in school, loves to work hard and knows when he's earned something and when not, and he's a Gay Christian.
I told you he wasn't normal...and upon all that his Aunt and Uncle have been keeping a dark family secret from him...the secret that tore him away from his parents. The real reason, not because he was gay.
But because his family are-

Alestar growled into the phone again and then slammed it down that was the fifth phone call today from his parent's trying to tell him they loved him.
Why should I believe them? He thought rushing upstairs and locking the door that separated him form the rest of the household.
Why should I believe that they love me when they sent me away to live with these things! He punched the wall his fist curled tighter by his side and hot tears flowed down his flushed face.
"Why." He whispered. "Why should I have to fucking believe you." He snarled one last time at the closed door in the direction he hopped was the ringing phone, his glare didn't lighten up either as he stormed into his bedroom not caring that his Aunt yelled at him when he stomped around up here...all he wanted was to be free and away from the world.

He had no idea that what was about to happen would change his life forever.