This Love I Confess

Next Day

Tony’s P.O.V.

I wasn’t even sure if I should even go by and be around my cousin today knowing that one person would be around me. I guess the more space between us until we both figure out our feelings would be for the best but once seeing her I just get so confused when it only comes to her.

I could say at least everything came out but one problem is the hugh fight we had over her thinking I was jealous because she was flirting with George on purpose to get to me. Yes I might be jealous but I’m not going to admit that right off the back. I mean it used to always be us now it’s because we’re to different people and everything has changed between us
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We’re not the same anymore and she even knows this. When I snapped at her I didn’t expect her to react the way we both did. I didn’t know we could still push the same buttons we hardly ever pushed on each other. We did have a pretty good relationship aside from me cheating or messing around but I know she never did anything like that to me but I wish she would of so I could have just had a reason to do what I did to her
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If we both had some space would we fight like we did. I know we’re not going to kiss and make up like a couple would. We’re too far away from that point to even try that again
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“Have you talked to the person you’re now avoiding?” George asked me

“I don’t know who you’re talking about” I told him

“Bullshit you thinking of a hot tattoo artist” he told me

“I’m not thinking about that person” I told him

“Really? You’ve been looking like someone kicked your dog since we left” he told me

“I haven’t been looking that way” I told him

“Yes you have. Why don’t you just call the hottie and say you’re sorry and make up sex” he told me

“It doesn’t work that way with us” I told him

“If it did then you would have tried to get in her pants already” he told me laughing

“I wouldn’t have tried to fuck her like I used to” I said

“Dude stop acting like a bitch and try something with her because I’d try if I wasn’t already taken thanks a lot for being a cock block by the dam way” he told me

“It’s guy code dude you don’t fuck your friends ex” I told him laughing

“It might be guy code but not when they look like that and can give free tattoos to who they are dating” he said being cocky

“She wouldn’t have fucked up though” I told him

“How do you know that?” he asked me

“I was with her for a long time but she never did anything like that with guys before” I told him

“Why did you fuck up?” he asked me

“I’m not even sure anymore but I wish I didn’t I’ll always regret those choices I made” I told him

We kept talking but I just kept thinking about her. I know I messed up but I think it’s time for us to really talk about everything and even see if there is a chance we can forget out past and more forward with what we have to do. I just hope she will see I’ve changed and forgive me for what I’ve done.
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Allie’s P.O.V.

I was so happy to be at work and not dealing with anything that has to do with Tony at all. I love my job it makes me forget everything. The bonus side is getting to meet new people and hear the stories why they are getting the tattoos they chose to be able to tell their own stories.

Today I was going to tattoo a client by the name of Mitch. He wanted a piece that was from the Nightmare before Christmas. I had always loved this movie I’m just really curious on why he wanted the characters darker than the normal image you’d see of them. There has to be a reason behind it but I’ll find out once the machine starts.

I showed Mitch my sketch and he wanted in on his ribs now. I’m just glad he has tattoos and knows what to expect. I just can’t really deal when people are in pain but hey if it looks good then maybe it’s worth the pain. That’s just the way I see it. I placed the image where Mitch wanted the ink and he agreed on the placement and I got to work.

“I’ve never seen someone who’d want the characters darker before” I told him

“Yeah I wanted something different” he said

“Yeah I can tell” I told him

“Would you be able to put the words simply not meant to be on the bottom?” he asked me

“Yeah in script?” I asked him

“Yeah” he told me

“Now I know there is some meaning behind this” I told him

“Yeah I was with someone for a long time and she used to say we we’re like jack and sally. She cheated on me and we broke up” he told me

“Yeah I know that feeling oh so well” I told him

“You had someone cheat on you?” he asked me

“Yes I did I should of known better dating a musician” I told him

“It could have been that bad with the person” he told me

“I think he was more in love with himself than me and we were together are a few years before I caught him” I confessed

“Does it get easier?” he asked me

“In time it does and you begin to trust again” I told him

We kept talking and I told him just don’t freak out once he runs into his now ex. I finished his tattoo sending a lot of time doing color in it. I really enjoyed doing this tattoo it made me happy actually talking to a guy who’s been hurt the same way as I had been.

It actually makes me believe there are still some good guys. The guy I had isn’t that bad he just might not have been the one like I hoped he had been. I think this might be the start of me moving forward with having to deal with everything.